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.Monday, November 12, 2007 ' 10:03 PM Y

Goodbye people. I won't be blogging anytime soon..
I'm not in the right mood and it sucks
Hopefully by then i'll be a happier me.

[ Timbaland - Apologize ]
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new - yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

moving on and not looking back

will you catch her when she falls ;


.Thursday, November 08, 2007 ' 11:30 PM Y

* Knock knock * Heeelllllooooo there.. After ages, I'm finally back and I know i haven't been updating regularly; in fact my blog is getting dusty therefore its time to take out my broomstick and brush away the dust. Heh. Frankly speaking, i do not have the intention or should i say i didnt even have the mood to jot an entry but somehow or rather my fingers led me here, so say "thank you jaclyn's lil fingers". LOL!

As promised, i've got truckloads of photos ahead (: i bet you just wana check out those snap shot and because i expected that to happen, i'll do more peeks and less words in this entry =P Actually to be honest, i totally forgot what i did which is why the less words! Heh.


[[ R E W I N D & B A C K T R A C K - OCTOBER ]]

I can't remember when but my big toe hurts like hell due to an in-grown nail and i tell you people, it sucks horriblely to the max. I always dread it whenever my big toenail grows together with my flesh and when that happens, you can't even touch your toe because it would have that swollen effect at the side and it was hell painful that my right foot couldn't walk properly or even wear my stupid working heels. Thankfully i've daddy with me and my pain was finally relieved as he took the nail clipper, removing the in-grown nail seperating it away from the flesh and i was screaming away in pain. Ouch!

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I must say, my TAIWAN trip with the darling girls was fabulously hell fun, interesting and enjoyable. I'm just so glad that we embarked the gettaway trip together creating beautiful memories for a lifetime and i'm missing the powerful se7ens because they bring joy and smiles throughout; if it wasn't for them the trip wouldn't be fun (:

What else can you expect when you put seven girls together? Shopping's definately a must for us and i tell you its frantic crazy! Throughout the 6days in taiwan, we practically shopped till we dropped and to the max, not forgetting even before we depart we ain't still giving up shopping and whacked the DFS in their airport. LOL! We're crazy shoppers that we aint even bothered about eating till the last few days.

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Not forgetting Taipei's LUXY club and it totally blew our night away cause its really fun and their club atmosphere's really different from our clubs. They were actually hosting an event due to some DJ performing in there which i've no clueless idea and couldn't be bothered but have fun with the girls instead =P


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You know what, I ain't a KBOX person but i must say, taipei's partyworld rocks and their room's really big. You wouldn't believe that they even have R&B's included in their song sheets and every songs in there ain't no where near outdated. Hyped up we were and all freaking exhausted but happy at the end of the day.


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And yes, how can i ever forget taiwan's TYPHOON! The one and only lifetime exposure and it was really an experience for all of us. In fact, we find it so interesting that we kept taking videos and laughing away, not bothered by the fact that it was actually dangerous to be out when the typhoon strike cause their schools, shops and even major malls gotta be closed therefore for that particular day, Taiwan's WATSONS became our one and only place to shop because there ain't anywhere to go.


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On a last note, Taiwan's a must to go with your gfs but definately NOT with your BFs because you'll lose out plenty of shopping. My poor brother's gf got the impression that Taiwan's a boring place and came back empty handed because she went with my brother plus my brother isn't the patient kind and he hates shopping. Its a lucky thing i brought a bigger luggage with me and didn't listen to my mum by bringing the smaller luggage. Thanks katie and glen's aunt for helping me close my luggage cause i was having difficulty closing my luggage.

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[[ T H E OFFICE A F F A I R ]]

Plenty of things have been happening all at one shot. Whatever you can expect in the company it'd happen. I cannot comment much but things are detoriating standards that i first joined parred far behind till it totally differs. I guess the decision that i made was a right one because i've been hesitating for the longest time but after all that i've seen i think it would be better for me. All that i've to say is, i'm slightly happier right now and i'm trying to regain back the moments that i've lost and get back to my normal lifestyle i once used to have but couldn't due to the time constraint. I just hope that the days ahead of me would be a better one (:

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[[ & L E T S T U R N B A C K - NOVEMBER. ]]

#Friday`o211o7 ; Headed to phuture with Glenda, Ying, Amanda, Pipi as well as her friend. It was like decades since i last stepped in there and i swear the last time i stepped in there was like 6months back. Gawd i can't imagine i've become a hard core workaholic with just work and no social life. And you know the feeling's kinda weird that i'm clubbing once again. I ain't into drinking already because I hate the taste of alcohol now and I still think my fruit punch taste the nicest. Anyways, i really had fun with my sweeties and it reminds us of the LUXY times in Taiwan but without the other 3.

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#Wednesday`o711o7 ; Caught the 1205am "Game Plan" with Ying last night together with Tiancai, Zhongyi and Iris at cineleisure. I'd rate the movie 3.9/5 poppys (: People who like hilarious movie should catch it and you wouldnt regret watching it plus its kinda touching at the last part of the movie. Was laughing non stop like a crazy lady in the cinema. And then we headed to bugis hk cafe and slack till 4 i think and home sweet home!

**********

I just realized that no matter how silent people would like to be, there will still be others noticing your every movement and they are actually watching you in silence. You know whats one thing that puzzles me the most? Its that i'm just someone ordinary and i ain't an attention seeker but why am i always being aimed and condemned by girls for no apparent reason. Its absurb because i myself don't even know the other party but simply become their target at and I hate that. I do not understand what do girls have got to be jealous about? I do not give a damn about guys, I'm not like those cheapos out there going around seducing other people's bf, I ain't a drop dead beauty, I do not have a hour shaped figure and I ain't even being rich. Please do not make me hate you because you have been making me feel so irritated. I'm taking my guard on you because you are just one of those silent watcher cum reader and checking out every details.

I thought i could just forget and give up but it seems that it still mean something to me but i guess i should let go because i know things can never be back the same. I've only myself to blame because I did not cherish those moments and just let it slip. There isn't a beginning but at least i had memories and i'd just smile when i think of it..


Till then, with love ;

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will you catch her when she falls ;


DEFINE HER LIFE;

when simplicity meets complexity ♥




UNDERSTAND HER;

seeking the imperfections within ♥
m i ss y b l u rr y
28th M a r c h
being EMO is her thing

MAKE HER HAPPY ;

a smile that forms ♥
+ loved ones ; besties
+ EMO songs
+ gettaway vacations
+ diamonds
+ cam-whoring
+ shopping spree
+ dark chocolates
+ precious moments
+ linkin park
+ PINK BLACK WHITE PURPLE

NOTHING COMES EASY ;

everyone needs to be pampered ♥
* to be happy
* lose weight
* back to gym
* kickboxing sessions
* a different hairstyle
* hair treatment
* new spectacles
* dior addict ii
* v.s. fragrance
* samsung cellphone
* dkny watch
* coach scarf stripe wrislet
* ...scarf stripe swingpack
* coach signature large tote
* her 'diploma'
* obtain a degree
* enrol in local uni
* take up german language
* gettaway trip to..
>> #Bangkok
<< #Taiwan
>> #New Zealand
<< #Korea
>> #Japan
<< #Switzerland

SPARKLE HER LIFE ;

keep her entertained ♥



MEMORIES THATS LEFT WITHIN ;