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.Saturday, December 23, 2006 ' 11:56 PM Y

boohoohoo! its a bad bad day today =(
i am totally innocent and i got
!@#$%^&* for nothing
its was
TOTALLY HORRIBLE till an extend i teared. *SOBS!
many great thanks to that
blady mother fucker asshole bastard.
I HOPE YOUR MOUTH GETS SORE & CANNOT TALK FOR MONTHS
or better still you become IMPOTENT. NB.
yes i am this vulgar when it comes to unforeseen circumstances.
I SWEAR I DO NOT ANY HOW HURL LANGUAGES AT PEOPLE
NEITHER DO I SIMPLY SAY NASTY THINGS
its the worse kinda situation i come across & ever happened in the service industry.


seriously, I CANNOT STAND SINGAPOREANS !!!!!!
their behaviour is so irritating; if i could have a chance can i slap them?
please okay, people in service industries are also HUMAN
STOP THROWING YOUR WEIGHT AROUND
WE DO NOT OWE YOU A GOD DAMN LIVING !


I'll update again with a proper entry when i seriously have the time; there'll be plenty to rant. I'm sick right now and yet i still go to work. My nose is runny, i'm feeling cold, my lips are cracking and my head hurts hell painful; i havent seen a doctor and neither do i have any medication at home. My manager is worried for fear i would take a mc. Seriously i doubt my sick bug will recover anytime soon; hopefully my fainty spells comes back to visit me and i'll just faint unexpectedly like how i fainted in the past.

will you catch her when she falls ;


.Saturday, December 16, 2006 ' 11:42 PM Y

i think i'm falling sick(ihopenot)..
christmas is coming yet i do not have the festive mood
i just want plenty of rest and nothing else.
will mr santa come knocking on my window on the 25th?
it'd be easy for him since i'm living on the 36th floor


somehow i wish fairytales exist..
if only it does, i hope mr santa will bring me to netherlands
it'd be so wonderful to sit on that sley high up in the sky with the reindeers :)
(..and that i need not have to work like a crazy workaholic)


okay i'm dreaming, work has made me gone absolutely N U T S !


Sweet dreams my dear readers ~

will you catch her when she falls ;


.Sunday, December 10, 2006 ' 11:18 PM Y

as much as girls detest me as much as i DETEST them; esp' bitches
i wish they just vanish right in front of me. or rather..
i wish i'd have a voodoo doll poke it zillion times when being provoked
i almost had a conflict with that god damn bitch. i hope she knows her limit.
my tolerance level is rather high but trust me i'll explode pretty soon
I HAVE BEEN TOLERATING YOU EVER SINCE DAY 1, YOU
!@#$%^&*

will you catch her when she falls ;


.Saturday, December 09, 2006 ' 1:34 AM Y

It suddenly occur to me that as days pass many things change and i must have changed too. I'd realize that i've been living too much in my own reality and i guess its time to snub it off. My life and everything seem to have change dramasticly. Was browsing through all my pictures in my computer because i think its time to clear away some of it as its taking too much space in my ram. Anyway, i just found out i had more clubbing snapshots compared to my family pictures including mine. I wonder if i should delete some away because those were once the memories we had, all the crazy fun shits where one could never forget.


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**There's actually more to it but i'm too tired to upload it..


Glenda sweets ; you will and always be my craziest khakhi in everything and the fun times we had during the good old days are really the days whereby we had the craziest loads of fun. I'll never forget the days where we partied like nobody business, drank like crazy and puke like never ending, got freaking hangover, almost didnt turn up for lesson, from a big group to just us, Missing the good old days yeah and i wonder when will we ever get to revive those days again. Aint as energetic and crazy as before anymore. LOL! *muacks! Love you man.



My manager spoke to me today, about my confirmation and i've been confirmed. Certain things he spoke to me made me really ponder and think in dept. Maybe its time for me to get serious..


Please don't ask me whats my entry about and what am i doing typing away at this hour of time. I think i'm crazy, i'm suppose to get my beauty sleep and not type this nonsensical entry but then again; I HAVE GOT PLENTY OF THINGS RUNNING THRU MY MIND! Can anyone just understand what am i thinking or rather my thoughts? Therefore i decided to blurt a stupid entry to ease my mind a little. And seriously nothing in this entry make sense.


Can the time just stop for a moment? Its just too scary..


Time to shower and head to bed. Nytes my dear readers!

will you catch her when she falls ;


.Thursday, December 07, 2006 ' 12:39 PM Y

Alrighty, its the month of december. Like really, how many of you do take note and know the importance of each day. Gawd, how time flies; pretty soon it'll be the end of 2oo6 and everyone can say hello to 2oo7. I hope it'd be a good year ahead for me cause the year 2oo7 doesnt seem so right or should i say sound right to me. Never like the number 7 anyway. And you know what, before you could do anything much..


CHRISTMAS IS COMING :)


which means time for present hunting. I wonder if i've got the time to do that, work has been so crazy. Festive season is good but not good at work.


Jaclyn's simple wish for this christmas..
1. to have more time for myself and love ones
2. work not to be so freaky busy
3. everyone she knows to be happy (esp' her) =D

now how simple is that? Haha =P


I wish i could update a proper entry because this current entry of mine will just be really simple and nothing elaborate. I have been really busy and there're plenty to rant about however i shall keep it till my next entry. I aint using the computer as frequent as i used to as you know my lap crashed plus my brother's having exam. Work is killing me lately; busy like nobody business, clocking 12hours practically everyday, and even when i'm asleep i've got nightmares of work. I'm going nuts soon, yes i am. I'm so drained out and exhausted that even when i'm off i do not wish to do anything but regain back my insufficient rest. It seemed to me as if i've worked for ages but its just a pathetic of 2months+. Anyway, i super can't wait for the 25th of december because its the day whereby i'm officially confirmed and i can start taking mc(s) without having my pay being deducted plus i'm so awaiting for my end year bonus =D okay maybe it aint gona worth alot because i only just started working but at least i've got 3 months additional right which is better than nothing.


You know what people, i'm so sorry but to say this.

S'POREANS HAVE GOT AN UGLY BEHAVIOUR

I'm not saying all singaporeans but most of them. I'm sad to say this but i'm very ashamed to serve my fellow nationals. If i had a choice i'd rather serve foreigners than to serve our fellow nations and i hate to admit the fact that if given a choice i'd rather not say that this person is from my country.

Yes i do understand people's needs but requests are due to hotel's availability furthermore it isnt a guaranteed booking. Hotels are undergoing a busy peak period and rooms are being overbooked. Why cant people just understand and not making a big fuss. Its not as if we do not wish to give in to people's request but people got to understand the busy situation. Don't people understand simple basic english. Be glad that you still have a room to stay and stop being so picky with replies like, "So low floor, i need a king size bed, i want a late check out". Singaporeans do not even appreciate what they have been given and their behaviour at times is so ugly and cheapo that i'm speechless. I have experienced so many encounters whereby i don't know where to begin with.

One incident i had with this god damn bastard yesterday. I'm sorry about my language but he is really a bastard furthermore i do not simply call people bastard and he almost spoilt my mood. My colleague even thinks he is a yayapapaya. Please don't think that having to book a premier suite in our hotel and having to add on to our revenue means you got the authority to throw your weight around plus the fact that doesnt mean you are rich you can be so authoritive cum rude and everything got to be given in. SO WHAT IF PEOPLE ARE RICH? I do not give a damn. You are afterall a human. Back to my topic.

1. Please understand the fact that Hotel check in time is 2pm; even if you have got a booking but the room is still dirty, you still have to wait.
2. Don't think you are the only one to wait for your room because practically every guests in the hotel got to wait, even those who checked in at 8am.
3. Normal check out time is 12pm and late check outs is prior to hotel's availability; please note that when hotels are overbooked and running on high occupancy, we cannot give in to late checkouts at 2pm or 3pm and we'll have to charge u for half day rate if u insist.

That bastard not only being rude but do not understand simple english. I'm lazy to repeat the whole incident but if u were to read the points i've written u might roughly have a brief idea what had happened. Anyway this idiot is just so rude, demanding, cheapo, arrogant that i cannot take it and felt like smacking him. I know being in the service industry we have got to be professionals but when it comes to such arrogant shits, i do not give a damn. Afterbeing so polite, i decided not being nice to him and i immediately shut my smile. Bastards dont deserve to see me smiling at them. His replies was total shit like "what do u expect me to do", "i have been travelling and i have been hearing this kind of things. I want a late check out at 3", "i came at 1230 and u made me wait for my room, i want a late check out and you better take note", then he calls for his son "XX, give her ur credit card" One thing i do not understand, if ur son has got a c/card and able to register himself in why do u need to be a hindrance to him and be there to register thus causing him to be embarrassed. I really wish his son come across my entry and realize what ugly father he has got. Really, when people have been polite and nice to you please do not snub them off and be so arrogant cum nasty. Secondly, I do not care whether u have been travelling, you do not have to show off. Thirdly, you are just an impatient freak and by the way it is your son that has to wait for the room, not you. Forthly, it isnt a big deal that your son at the age of 18 have got a credit card and its just a normal credit card, not platinium. I have got credit cards as well do u need me to take them out and shuff it at ur face.

Another thing I realized; rich people are rather cheapos they try to squeeze you dry and get things FOC even when they are rich. I seriously cannot stand seeing those richs being so arrogant; every actions of theirs are just so detestable. Please okay so what if u are loaded with money. It doesnt make u a god. Yes money makes wonders but the whole world doesnt owe you anything when you are rich. Stop being so stuck up and arrogant. Be bless of what you have and be fortunate by what you have been given. Why cant those rich people learn to be humble. Besides, if you realize people who are rich werent eventually rich, they were once like everyone leading an ordinary simple life before they actually strike rich and overloaded with money. By the way, my entries aint targetting anyone its just that being in the service industry, its really an eye opener to see what it is and how people behave. You could really see the difference. Lets not just say the people i've seen. Even my dad's side, who are rich behaves like that. I just cant stand the arrogance and the airs in them. Stuck up piece of shit.

Aiights ending here for now and heading out to town. I'll update whenever i can.

will you catch her when she falls ;


DEFINE HER LIFE;

when simplicity meets complexity ♥




UNDERSTAND HER;

seeking the imperfections within ♥
m i ss y b l u rr y
28th M a r c h
being EMO is her thing

MAKE HER HAPPY ;

a smile that forms ♥
+ loved ones ; besties
+ EMO songs
+ gettaway vacations
+ diamonds
+ cam-whoring
+ shopping spree
+ dark chocolates
+ precious moments
+ linkin park
+ PINK BLACK WHITE PURPLE

NOTHING COMES EASY ;

everyone needs to be pampered ♥
* to be happy
* lose weight
* back to gym
* kickboxing sessions
* a different hairstyle
* hair treatment
* new spectacles
* dior addict ii
* v.s. fragrance
* samsung cellphone
* dkny watch
* coach scarf stripe wrislet
* ...scarf stripe swingpack
* coach signature large tote
* her 'diploma'
* obtain a degree
* enrol in local uni
* take up german language
* gettaway trip to..
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>> #New Zealand
<< #Korea
>> #Japan
<< #Switzerland

SPARKLE HER LIFE ;

keep her entertained ♥



MEMORIES THATS LEFT WITHIN ;