"Give time to love, give time to speak
..and Give time to share the precious thoughts in ur mind"

at times, while travelling it makes one think. travelling towards certain areas lead us to differnt directions & if we go to a wrong way we'll be lost & confused; what lies ahead of us we don't know & we cant predict what the future beholds. don't u think the roads & buildings that are created somehow similar & represents human life? buildings change overtime so do humans. their thinkings, their personailty, character & attitude. certain roads are straight, bumpy or curvy. at times feeling blessed or faced with obstacles & troubles sometimes it gets way too complicated. certain horizons are narrow while some are broad just like the way life is.. anyway to peeps out there, don't be envious of what others have but be thankful of what u are given & where you are right now. getting jealous gets u to no where & comparison is just a waste of time cum money. money isnt easy to come by, why spend it unnecessarily & not think of the future ahead? if u yearn & want something, work hard for it & eventually u'll have what you want. money can buy everything but there's only one thing that it cant obtain that is true happiness.

#3o - went visiting to my relatives place & headed to mos in the night. partied together with glen sweets as well as alfred & frens.

funny gang of peeps i must say. haha. had fun & enjoyed like hell (= saw amelia's cousin & bumped into james again. i don't know if its a lucky thing or not. LOL =X sweets left at 3 & i stayed on. haha. lammeee..! home at 445 & really tankiies to alfred & friends for the trip back home// boyy do i feel bad dat his fren drove me back when all of them stayed in the east side. appreciate loaddds & shall party again next time. haha!

#29 - first day of new year. same usual routine` spent half a day with my grandma, did roundings & collecting red packets. not only do i receive loads of red packets, my both feet gave me a big one too - that is a bloody BIG BLISTER ! what the hack & its so painful - _ - distance relatives came to my place.. peeps grew up pretty fast dat i couldnt recognise them due to not meeting for ages. and boy was the weather freaking hot like suana. dun really have the mood to entertain or enjoy this festive season coz its just so emo.

snappies tells it all that i'm a bad photographer.. blahh

#28 - 3hrs of slp & i'm like a total zombie feeling restless. aint no idea why did i wake up so god damn early. tink i'm crazy// headed to my granny's for reunion lunch & most probably shall be the last reunion & new year with her. i'm so gona treasure every moment keeping every memories & time spent in my heart. its really suffering for her as she's really kind to bear the pain to pull through in order not to make us upset. however knowing that she's leaving doesnt help - the atmosphere isnt there already.

#27 - luckily mr bruno was kind to let us off at 4 instead of 5 & cancelling our history lesson to enjoy our festive season unlike that woman who's so idiotic not having the heart to have some empathy knowing that its new year yet she kept insisting of having lesson. how shit can she get// headed home & took a quick nap. *sorry sweets for scaring u thinking that i'm still asleep.* LOLS! luckily my bro was out & noone's home so i need not crack my brains for help. headed to town & did some last minute shopping` saw vanessa at CK with her mum & sis. bought loads of stuffs & its rather rush - crazyyy is the word to describe it all. wanted to buy more stuffs but i'm broke & sadly i've to put it on hold. thats the usual brokiiees but nbr mnd thou broke but still can be as happening as ever. haha! bumped into james at cine & later on derek. *tankiies for inviting me to ur party thou i won't be going so sorry* headed down to zouk & as usual the 2 craziieees. haha.

was a great night out & its been ages since we last partied. went to wine bar & later on phuture. really tankiies trevor for the lychee martini, screwdriver, schremer as well as signing into zouk & really sorry for leaving just like dat when he was so kind to offer a lift home. left at 33o & zee came to pick me up. headed to prata house & slacked together with his friend. home at 5 & tankiies for the ride home` appreciate loads (=

#25 & 26 - busy with school & projects are back to haunt us. crazyy. guess its time to get the engine started before going nuts.
lessons ending at 7 are tiring & i must admit i fell asleep during lessons thou i've tried my very best to stay awake. haha. cant blame meeee.. its freaking boring & with crazy schedule lyk dis who aint tired? blahhh.. my bro's back frm hk for cny & gave all of us a surprise by returning home way earlier than expected. am really glad to have him back home for i missed him loads while on the other hand i've to behave & no late night outs as he doesnt like me to.

the both of us being bored & playing ard with ad's phone. hehh

#24 - headed to the bird park for CTIS cum tourism attraction//
DTM July o4 - a morning date with the birds
lovely CKs & sarah dottie

playing ard with srh dottie's hp while the boring talk was going on
rather lame i must say & i dun like birds. aint no interest in them although parrots are my "best mates".. LOL! cant imagine i actually woke up early & drag myself there when i can actually have my beauty sleep as there aint sch on tuesday. left early & headed for my doc appt @ nuh. the same old thing & money again. i hate the smell of that place & i dun like everything in there the feeling's just urgh! & makes me feel horrible for my body seems to be retaliating hating it like crazyy but i doubt i'll be able to escape this lifetime & thats the reason why i never like doctors - no doubt they are the miracles that helped me. its not a happening thing at all. really tankiies god to have my parents for without them there wont be me & my life really doesnt come cheap. i wonder how will i ever survive if ever a day they aint around.. i probably cant afford any shit. don't ask me anything for i don't see a need to but its nothing serious really.. rushed down to raffles to find the cks for project & so sorry couldnt really brainstorm together. headed down to town for some shopping & i suddenly felt sick. aint no idea why tummy hurts like nobody's business as thou tiny needles are poking thru & nah its not my grannies` felt rather fainty too & the feeling just sucks//

glen sweets - its just crazyyy. haha! had great fun with u & really tankiies for everything. when i say everything its means everything as well as being there for me (= from the joy fun & laughter to the cursing bitching & yakety yak till sorrows tears & sadness. whatever it is don't stress - gogo jiayou! i'll & always be here for u. P.S tankiies for the ear rings & sorry for not being able to make it to go over to ur place & have fun with the rest of the CKs.. shall go over the next time round (= and yes u'll always be my crazyyy one.. love ya *muahhs !

bai - hey lamer. LOL! woah. u shock me with ur email. lucky i dun have weak heart later i heart attack how? haha! anyway its really nice of u la. tankiiees for ur concern & no worries i'm alright` no matter what i'll be strong enough to hold on thou i'm rather weak. see ya & i don't go mu leh. haha

..before i forget; tankiies for those who have shown concern for me. really appreciate loads. i'm alright just that when u know that someone beloved & dear to u is leaving, u tend to be at lost & sad. no worries.. no matter what happens i'll be strong & i'll not collaspe. i'm prepared for the worst bcoz i know my grandmother will never recover & is leaving me soon + i've a feeling its not going to be good after new year. deaths are unavoidable as they are part & parcel of life yet a painful one to get through with. thou i really cant bear to let my grandmother leave but i rather let her go than to continue suffering in pain as it really hurts seeing her in such state.

Loving someone isnt about possessing them; as long as they're happy u'll be contented