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.Thursday, June 21, 2007 ' 9:05 PM Y

My brain's exploding soon cause i've been forcing myself to write at least 2,000 words a day for my report. Yes thats how hardcore i can get; which is why i'm stopping at 4,500words for now and aint continuing till i finally get another inspiration.. I know it isnt much but who the hell would forego her sleep in the night to burn out 4k within 2 days? I'm practically becoming a zombified panda. Lets hope i can get done with the shit within a week cause i'm really tight with time.

I've pictures to upload but then again i've no time. Will be back for the month of July as for now i'm gona head to the showers and off to work cause my midnight shift officially starts tonight. Hopefully my eyes will be able to open wide till 8am the next day and you know what i'm gona smuggle my ipod with me to keep me entertain throughout the entire night. Hotelier's life sucks and i wonder why did i even choose this line in the first place. ( - . -" )

will you catch her when she falls ;


.Wednesday, June 13, 2007 ' 8:06 PM Y

Took MC today because i had to go for my doctor check up at NUH and its a freaking hell of 250bucks damage done. I'm just thankful i've my parents with me because i seriously cannot afford to pay for my medicals yet. It isnt a yearly affair thing; it used to be an every 3 months thing and then it got better when i get older cause i only get to see the doctor twice a year. Just a check up and blood test alone its hell expensive; which is why i gotta work like hell right now. The only thing i could afford is my medicine cause its only 20 over bucks. I've my entire life to thank my parents and the government cause before i reached the age of 18 all my medicals were being subsidised by the government; thats the good thing when your parents are civil servant. And yes this lifetime of mine doesnt come cheap but expensive; daddy says its worth half a million just on my medicals itself since i was a little child. I guess god must have been fair, there isnt such a thing whereby everything's so yummy gooey good. He blessed me with a comfortable life together with a wonderful family but on the other hand gave me a health that isnt so perfect and also plenty of obstacles to overcome.

Daddy dearest is the greatest! Seeing how hard i was cracking my brains for my damn report, he asked me to stop typing last night and asked me to sleep. And then he brought me to the library today and helped me search for the resources i need. Yay!

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* resources she needs for her report..*

At least i don't have to crack my brain so hard. Thankfully i remembered i had 3 freaking weeks left and so i finally started typing my 15000 words yesterday with a total of 400words typed and a remainder of 14600words left. Yeah i know it isnt something to be gleeful about with a miserable 400words when other of my classmates might have finished their reports or halfway there. Tell me where am i to find ample time when my shift work is totally rubbish where i don't have hoads of time to actually be able to sit, brainstorm and type it off. Speaking of that, i'm gona start my graveyard shift in 2 weeks time. Oh hell do i dread doing midnight shift and there goes, its finally starting and i'll just say bye to my beauty night sleep. Please do not be shock should there be a day when you see someone looking like a panda bear. Its time to stock up more eye cream and eat more bird nest.

Recently there have been many interviewees coming for interviews and everyone of them are girls. I was thinking, why can't those ladies just scram and i was wondering where are all the guys? I don't wana work with girls and i don't even love working with them even thou i'm a girl myself. There has always been this thing between me and other girls, they just simply detest me even if i don't know them; its just something i can never be able to figure out why. Freak it because i don't care. They can detest me for whatever stupid reason and i detest them too. My stupid workplace has already been domineered by ladies and i just don't seem to understand why can't my manager employ more males instead. So what if I just simply love working with guys rather than girls. Girls are bunch of bitches; yeah i know who am i to say girls are bunch of bitches when i'm a girl as well. I know i can be a bitch at times but its doesnt makes me bitchier than them.

I need to shop. I've got lots of things in mind to purchase. Can the time just stop so that i can have the time to do everything and not keep chasing after the stupid time. Gah! Anyway, my off day(s) which i requested for the weekend has been approved. Yay! And i shall burn the weekend typing away but before that its gona be hell loads of fun partying away with the sweeties celebrating Ying's birthday this friday! Its so gona be TGIF. Hurhur =P


Okay, its time to backtrack. Sorry people, as usual my STM is reacting again therefore i forgot when was it.

A day of catching up with my dearest friend, Chynna at Vivo City. Had dim sum at the food republic and i tell you their black sesame bao is heavenly. I so love black sesame bao right now, simply yummerty yums. Window shopped around and got myself a green top and Chy got herself a pair of flips. Later on we went over to some coffee place *i don't know the name* and talked about everything. She's really a sweetie i tell you and its really great to catch up with her cause its always so hard to bump into her at work and i'm just glad to have found this precious friendship.

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Anyway girl i really do hope your feeling better cause i know how it sucks having to lose a love one precious in your heart. At least you didnt have much regret as you manage to spent time with your gran before her days were up.


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY my dear SHALINI! To sum up everything, we celebrated her 22nd birthday by staying over at the Ritz in one of our club suite and having fun with the lovely bubble bath with 3 girls sharing one bath tub and being wrapped in towels only. And the towels kept draping off our bodies cause it was so soapy and slippery but a good thing nothing was exposed.

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* the ferris wheel overlooking from the bathroom..*
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And then we headed off to MOS to party the night away till 3 in the morning as the both of us couldnt take it due to being hell o tired and we couldnt find our other colleague therefore its just the 2 of us heading back to the hotel wihout our room keys and we had to go to the desk to take another key.

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Slept throughout and woke up at 12+ and went back to the desk to work with just a dinner for the entire day. The best thing was, everyone in the office started spreading what happened thanks to that colleague of ours who gave us the room keys and the words that were being spread aint being a fact at all in fact it was rather ridiculous.


On the eve of Vesak day, i went down to DBL-O after work to celebrate my dear "brother" birthday. I tell you the whole of clarke quay was packed and the queues were just horrible. I'm like goodness gracious me and didnt even have the mood to even club at all cause i was so tired after a long day at work but i still had to go down. I didnt drink nor really partied that much that night cause i still have to work the next day and i reached home at 10 in the morning, slept all the way till 3pm and headed to work at 5 in the evening. I was like a total zombie that evening at work. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY "brother" and i hope you like your gift (=


Just oh-so-random..

this is what happens when one gets bored / aint no guest(s) at the desk..
*on random working day(s)*

1.You just can't help but snap it away when we know we aint allowed to do so at the desk

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* Jaclyn, Shalini & Aniz ; people she just love working with..*


2.You just take the pen and highlighter and draw on your colleague's hand

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* vandalizing her colleague's hand; a monster drawn by me..*


Such things only occurs when you work with people you click with.


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*marc and i during dinnerbreak..*



Aiights thats about it for now and seriously, I need to lose weight.
GOOD NIGHT READERS !

will you catch her when she falls ;


.Monday, June 04, 2007 ' 1:30 PM Y

with less than a month and a 15000words pending;
can someone just shoot me dead..


*ahchoos* boy am i sick again and its like the second time getting sick. My health hasnt been good since young and whats more now, its even weaker cause i kept falling sick lately. Yes and as usual i'm going to work later despite me feeling unwell. I don't know what am i doing cause i think i've already gone crazy. My manager on duty suddenly like out of no where asked me if i still have the passion for my job and i just looked at her. I didnt reply her my honest opinion because i've many replies to it. Whats more people like her calibre aint trustworthy at all.

Anyway, mummy brought up the issue again and she asked me to get my degree next year. I didnt give her a definate reply cause i'm still thinking and kinda hestitating. I wish i'd have the answers to it, it may seem to be a simple question for you people but its different for me cause you would never be able to understand.

Okay people i gotta go cause i've to prepare for work. Hopefully i don't have to do overtime as i had to cover one of my colleague's shift and did overtime last night (foc and not being paid; thats hotel's life). I'll be back pretty soon.
P.S -Would anyone like to do my report for me; i'll pay you 100bucks for it.

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a candid shot of her sideview taken by marc;
busy clearing her paperwork at the back office

will you catch her when she falls ;


DEFINE HER LIFE;

when simplicity meets complexity ♥




UNDERSTAND HER;

seeking the imperfections within ♥
m i ss y b l u rr y
28th M a r c h
being EMO is her thing

MAKE HER HAPPY ;

a smile that forms ♥
+ loved ones ; besties
+ EMO songs
+ gettaway vacations
+ diamonds
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+ shopping spree
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+ linkin park
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NOTHING COMES EASY ;

everyone needs to be pampered ♥
* to be happy
* lose weight
* back to gym
* kickboxing sessions
* a different hairstyle
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* ...scarf stripe swingpack
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* take up german language
* gettaway trip to..
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>> #New Zealand
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SPARKLE HER LIFE ;

keep her entertained ♥



MEMORIES THATS LEFT WITHIN ;