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use colgate; its proven.
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see whiter teeth.. LOL! lameee'
OPPS i guess i've been MIA-ing for long and so i'm finally back with another entry. many things been happening till a point i feel as if i'm stuck in the middle of a junction with many directional signs not knowing what to do. been feeling damn emotional and life's been like a roller coaster recently with many downs than ups. all i knew was i felt really terrible and tears of mine just flowed continuously for consecutive days. anyway its really a good thing that i'm having my endorphines back cause it aint a good thing losing that smile on my face. i guess i've come to a point where its just too much to handle that i couldnt take it anymore but to let it out and quit being that silly clown` apologies if i havent been my normal self and for having a sucky attitude//
its coming to a month since my gran left us and i miss her still. whats left are the beautiful fond memories i had with her and her presence will always remain in my heart. the beautiful smile that brightens her face and having to stay with her for years were really the special moments. the heart aches i had is simply unexplainable but at least i know her sufferings had ended and she's in a lovely paradise awaiting to begin another beautiful chapter of life//
*a snappy 2years back with my dearest gran*
havent been doing much lately but dvd-ing non stop to keep my mind occupied and the amount of dvds at my home is simply insane. brother brought back tons of cheap dvds that seems never ending. just finished watching two korean dramas 'my lovely samsoon' and "little bride"
interesting dramas and no harm watching it. whats with me and the korean buzz i wonder. oh yes i'm finally hitting back to the gym again. the feeling's so great and i simply miss the working out days//
its pretty scary having to know how time pass. i wish i could pause for a moment. aint much time left in school - one more week before going for abacus and developement workshop. mates are sending their resumes for internship yet here i am slacking around and seem as thou i dont give a damn (which i really do). perhaps it may seem to be a lucky thing to scrape off internship but on the other hand it doesnt seem to be a great thing cause there are other considerations to make and decide` i'm really afraid for its my future that i'm facing. what if i make a wrong decision? wont it be terrible? life its just full of mystery - simply crazy. maybe i'll rest for a month breaking away for a holiday before i start working. afterall i've got a whole lifetime to slog. anyway lucks to mates applying for internship` choose and decide wisely and not committing into something that u aint interested in. have been through it and could understand how its like cause it isnt a wonderful thing having to go through all the interviews, waiting and stuffs//
brother has left for hk again. came back weeks back for my gran's funeral. kinda miss him and rather weird not having him around even thou i've to behave cause he's the one in the house who could actually control my movement. at the same time despite the late night outs its really sweet of him to call and ask to fetch me home. am worried for him cause hk's pollutions getting worse and that its in the typhoon season. just passed him 25o bucks to buy stuffs for me before he finally comes back in june and there goes i'm semi-broke..//
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#o4'thursday - had a long day. headed over to conrad after school for our project and we waited for almost 3 hours before interviewing mr ipoh, the assistant director manager. nice humble guy and he sure is inspirational with all the things that he told us. hospitality - you really got to have the heart and passion. treated us drinks and had this mango and guava freeze which was way yums. simply love the ambience at their lounge for it was way cosy. bumped into darling one together with her loved and boy did she frightened me. LOL! home at 1145 and was drop dead tired for i hadnt been sleeping. skipped my dinner and headed straight to bed//
* CKs @ shatec's training restaurant *
* CKs @ Conrad Hotel *
#11'thursday - mos night out with glenda and thanks to her dd who came to pick me up halfway.
wasnt that happening for the place was sucky with 85% population of porkies. guys are getting more shit and freaking so barbaric. cant imagine the male porkies wanting to pick a fight with girls which so happen to be me. think i chinese means you can try to be funny. screw you porkies cause i don't give a damn and why should i give way. aint against coloured nations but attitudes of theirs are just way sucky. met up with sebestian and later on went to find alfred and friends. its really been ages since i last saw them` bumped into zee as well. *thanks sweets and her friend for the ride home.* home by 43o but couldnt sleep till 6 due to having some cold war with someone - _ - " //
* tired her in need for sleep*
#12'friday - a day off from school due to vesak day yet i didnt get sufficient rest. had 2 hours of sleep and off to mustafa centre. as usual a direction idiot like me would possibly not know how to get to mustafa centre from farrer park station morever i was like a total zombie and so waited for Adrian to arrive. Fidah came and we purchased a total of 8o mirrors for our upcoming project event. mustafa must be glad that we patronize them for we bought their whole basket of mirrors. haha. went home and slept all the way till evening. headed for deliang's 21st at pasir ris costa sand and sweet of dd to send me there. chatted with them and drank quite an amount till my face turned blady red but aint drunk. 3/4 chivas with ice without mixer was freaky sucky and i swear i aint touching chivas for now - _ -" stayed there till 1 and dearest brother came to pick me home together with cheryl. thankfully i was back home for my head started spinning like hell//
*freaking red like a tomato..*
#13'saturday - having the word 'time for school' buzzing in my head simply sucky. overslept and woke up at 8` as usual had to rush like hell. head hurts as if tiny needles poking through. didnt feel like attending school but for the sake of not getting dps or wasting money on mc no choice but to drag myself. doesnt make any difference whether i'm in school or not for i wasnt even paying attention the whole time in fact i was rather stoned and concussed. homed and rest till 63o where adrian came over to my place to get started on our door gifts with the spraying of the mirrors. cutting out the word 'aphrodisiac' seem to be an easy thing with no kick but its tiresome and patience is the word. freaking insane where words are joined closely together. one small mistake and the whole thing's gone. sprayed 4o mirrors within 2.5 hrs and poor adrian who sacrificed his hands gotten all black like coal. LOL!
*Ad trying hard to wash his hands // our door gift with company imprint*
prepared and off to momo with sarah dottie, glenda and amelia.
didnt drink much after all that drinking from the previous night and definately a fun time with the girls with vivien joining us later on. mr boyfriend, zhongyi and friends were there too. left at 43o and was drop dead tired..//
#18'thursday - mrs heng's birthday as well as daphne's. went with adrian to west mall to get a fruit cake and a stalk of blue rose on behalf of our class for her. gave her a surprised by pretending to boycott class. LOL! headed down to bugis after school with glenda for our 'paul and joe' make up. bought daphne a hippo from precious thots for her birthday gift and settled our dinner at pasta mania. had my usual spag aglio oglio and been long since i last ate that. chatted and slack around before heading home and i thought i saw mr coffee but didnt call out for him cause he was with a girl and it isnt a good thing to interupt one's date' haha//
#2o'saturday - when lessons get so bored, we tend to do silly lame things. LOL!
*..get what i mean? LOL! opps. =X *
wasnt intending to club thus an unplanned last minute night out to mos with glenda and adrian.
met up with sylvia and was sean's birthday. thanks to abel for signing us in. least it was slightly better than the previous time and as usual the place's forever packed with people. wonder whats with the guys in mos` blady losers trying their luck. saw edwin and i really think i've bad memory recognising people's face. homed at 43o and thanks sweet for the ride back. was freaky tired by then and instead of sleeping was on the phone till 8 before i concussed..//
oh` not forgetting...
DTM's snapshot @ rasul's wedding
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// E N D I N G OFF..
- the one who seem to have lost her soul '
* Birthday wishes to Deliang, Daphne, Alfred and those in May! *
" words that vanish into thin air..
tell me how am i to trust when you cant make me believe "
will you catch her when she falls ;
