when the mind feels uncertained, the heart seemed unclear

*all she needs is a light to shine upon her*

Gosh.. I'm finally done with the revamping of my blog layout. Took 5 hours to reformat it and it isnt any better using the stupid laptop cause its hell lagged. I guess this is it and i aint gona reformat it till i get sick of it.

I think my S-T-M is getting into me; couldnt recall whatever shits that i've done. Oh boy, whatever. Haha. Anyway, i went for my interview at the Ritz Carlton and as for now everything is going smoothly and i'm happy but i cant confirm anything yet for i've to go for another round of interview tomorrow. Shall see how it goes (= *aint disclosing much for now* And yeah, speaking of interviews, if you think Ritz Carlton is like any other hotels than you are wrong because they are really selective and putting you through 5-6 interviews before you get approved as their employee. *it drained my energy* As for me, i'm almost there. Imagine having to wake up at 745am(to prepare & makeup), heading to the hotel at 945am starting off with the first interview till the fourth and finally the whole thing ended at 545pm? *being grilled by never ending questions* I spent like 8 hours in the hotel just having to go through 4 interviews? Its like working hours and its much tiring than working. Anyway people at Ritz Carlton are a friendly bunch, they make you feel comfortable and at ease and i was interviewed by their HR Manager, Club Manager, Front Office Manager and the Director of Front Office. Shall update again after my interview with the Director of Sales tomorrow and i hope the 5th would be the last and no more 6th.

Received a phone call from another organization yesterday which i went for my interview for Sales and Marketing 3 weeks back. That freaking company irks me off and seriously its a waste of time to entertain such pee-brained a*sholes. After that interview, it made me realise what b*tches they are. I cant reveal the company but its a governing hotel that manages their own hotels overseas. Anyway, they called to check if i were still available or have i gotten a job. Seriously, even if i've got no job i WILL NOT BOTHER working for you; besides i'm not hard up for money. I've my every reason to be piss with them and you know i don't get pissed easily with companies i barely even know a thing about. Its their loss for not appreciating. Don't over estimate; thinking you are high and mighty b*tch. Like whats with that doubt on your fucking pea brain mind? Don't fucking doubt on me. I can do wonders when i put my mind to it. Yes i am capable; arrogant it sounds but this is me, i have got my own attitude. Lastly, those bitches should take a look of who they are messing with. Yes maybe i've got that "eat-me-up" look but seriously i aint what you see me as. For now its me rejecting you bitches and fuck the hell off. Told daddy about it over the phone today and he told me to ignore them.

Daddy is now in U.S. for his oversea trip again since last Saturday and i'm missing him loaddds; poor him, travelling from one point to another and me always to have him being worried for me but i'm glad that he's coming back this Sunday *oh yay!* (= Currently, i have been sending my brother to school and mummy to work. Seriously, i HATE driving on rainy days. Especially when the rain is freaking bad whereby you hardly could see a thing on the road but depending on the headlights of the car =/ Anyway, had a really bad and panicky situation yesterday. Was raining heavily and it horrible. Bad traffics everywhere with poor visons on the road and causing traffic lights not working at all. Was nearby Tanglin where i was at this junction, the stupid traffic light was a goner and i had to turn into the major junction. Its real bad cause the cars just kept moving and so i've to TRY my luck. Thank god brother was with me cause at that time i was already hell PANICK. He was panick as well. Of course, we managed to pass through and stopping at the middle of the junction which was a dangerous thing to do so. Thankfully nothing happen and we managed to get through it. I am so not gona drive when its raining heavily. Told daddy about it over the phone *yes again. i've plenty to talk to dd as i haven seen him for 5days* and he said to be careful and not drive when such things happen again. Oh dear, i made him worried again.

Caught a movie over the weekend with Glenda, Mr PowerE. and his friends. 'Snake on the plane' and its a last minute changed movie as we were suppose to catch either 'Love Wreck' or 'Ghost Game' cause i wouldnt have watched the movie as i'm hell terrified of SNAKES. LOL! *thanks mr p.e. for the movie treat* Gosh.. To me its like a thriller cum horror movie and i was scared out of the wits watching the middle part. Didnt even dare to look and thankfully Glen wasnt wearing her jacket cause i used it to cover my eyes during the horrified scenes. *Sorry sweets, if i had scared you` LOL* Its disgusting how those snakes kill and attack those poor passengers on board the plane. Ewws, its SICK! Anyway aint my cuppa tea as mentioned, i'm TERRIFIED OF SNAKES. Thankfully i've Mr Woof to message and also kind of him to chat with me over the phone in the night as my mind kept flashing those snakes. Gosh! So people next time if you wana ask me for movies, NO SNAKES or SPIDERS or any CREEPY CRAWLER; it'll just freak me out.

i can't wait for tomorrow. phuture that is with the 2 CK Ladies (= Of course, i will not forget the pact i made. Hurhur, trust me i'm GONA WIN; by hook or by crrookk` *September 11 - i'm waiting!* Lalala..

Will be back to update again.. as for now its time to head to my twinkle dreams and getting through the last hurdle tomorrow. Nytes all ! (=

*the drainous look of her after her interviews..*

will you catch her when she falls ;

*needing a miracle to shine upon & change everything about this reality i'm living on*

from now till next week, i'm waiting for ritz carlton..

i realised i've been pigging; pigging in the sense of having hours of naps. no wonder i feel so energised in the night and when i dont nap i become zombified, which explains why my sleeping time has been so screwed. i should terminate the pig in me; its bad and i cannot afford ~~to worsen~~ my eye bag -its terrible. i realised that once you've hit adulthood it isnt a good thing at times for you get tired easily which means you're definately aging. boy, couldnt imagine what would i be like when i hit my 4os *gasps*

its healthy living this week; i've been practically going for swims and hitting the gym. sweat it all out and it feels hell good. its a change of lifestyle that one will never believe. of course, not forgetting; catching up with people i will cherish in life and the friendship that makes your life go brighter.

yesterday's slacking was simply enjoyable. met up with the two ck ladies; amelia and glenda as well as rebecca at cine in the night. headed to coffee club, chatted and slacked till 2. was freaking tired by then, maybe its due to the gym workout *dd made me workout so many thing* and had to grab a mint to keep myself awake while driving. anyway you know what, cine's basement 1 toilet is hell sucky; i seriously hate going there *totally freaks me out*. its always in darkness at night and i dont understand why dont they just on the blady light knowing the fact that people do frequent it. imagine having to pee in the dark is already bad enough and then now that its in the you-know-what-month, it gives you the goosebumps. thank god i've got the girls to accompany me in there. i know its dumb but i do ~~chicken out~~ in total darkness whenever i'm in public places.

i wonder how long have i been this happy cause it hasnt been long enough that i've been hit by the ~~emo~~ bug again. i aint telling what happen but it made me really unhappy about certain things and having to have all the frustrations and disappointments within, its seriously too much to handle that i couldnt take it ~~but to break down~~. i do know that i've got friends who're concern and that i could pour out whatever thats troubling. easy to say but hard for me to do so; i'd rather suffer in silence. seriously if i could, i would learn to hate myself; for everything. i know what i'm saying is ridiculous but it made me realised i've been nothing but some ~~invaluable~~ shit thats no where near perfect. i aint saying i'm perfect cause i've always known i'm imperfect. people try their best to be at least near perfect, but for me where do i stand. i wonder if i do actually know the soul living in me right now. i can't even make things right. i know i'm not the lousiest but i'm bad enough to be one; for having all the bad flaws within. i really wonder, why would anyone waste their time or energy on me when i myself do not know myself well enough; don't try adoring me. i don't understand the fact of why do people always perceive or sterotype one by their appearance or judge them by the way they are without understanding what they are like. perception isnt about everything; it misleads and for that people usually often believe what they perceive rather than to try and understand the other party. i hate it when people does that to me; it isnt fair on me - i'm more then what you perceive me to be. don't people get the chance for others to at least understand them? its god given that grown me into this way and i cant change anything about it; ~~can i~~? life is pathetic at times(and for now).

*if you happen to chance upon that previous entry which i've just deleted, pls pardon me for my brains are screwed when i'm pissed*

till then, i'll update again..

-her trying to be strong; will you catch her when she fall..

will you catch her when she falls ;

was surfing the net one day and chanced upon this on yahoo ;
if you could have guessed, any slightest resemblance that came across your mind?

i'd say this guy resembles like Mr Chuen Wei. LOL! =X

reminiscing back to the past; feeling like a little girl now cause dd blow-dry my hair using the hair dryer. its like i've got this habit of not drying my hair cause i'm never into using hair dryer for it spoils your hair condition and secondly, i'm plain lazy to towel dry it. having to wash my hair in the late nights and at times couldnt wait for it to dry for i was way tired, am always heading to dreamland therefore i was caught by my daddy thus he came drying my hair for me (= it may sound dumb but think about it, when was the last time you received such wonderful treatment having your parents to dry your hair after you reach the age of a TWO. such moments only occurred during your childhood =P

so back to my life. whatelse can you expect when one has been having her tai-tai lifestyle for almost 2 months? and i say thats enough. interviews that is and please not let me have the jitters. i wana WORK! and so i hope everything goes smoothly (= aint gona disclose anything yet so don't bother asking for i'm keeping my mouth shut =X

have been going out lately and of course, money flying like crazy. went on a shopping spree and bought many things with a damage of 1oo+. luckily half of it was recovered thanks to daddy who gave me money (= now you know why i love him uber much and that he dotes on me like nobodies business which explains why i lead a pamered life. dearest brother has fractured his left hand and it swelled as huge as a pig's leg. brought him to a&e and casted his hand. poor him being a handicapped for now. i hope he doesnt abuse his handicap and irritate me more often than he does cause i'll just slap it hard. *just kidding* haha.

my super ex girlfriend was hilarious stupid. freaking lame i tell you, hell shitty cum crappy. if you've watched it you'll get what i meant. if not, no harm catching it if you've lost your laughing bug and in search of it. haha. and you know what, the cinema i was in had this guy and i've no idea whats his problem cause he's such a lagger. its like when everyone stopped laughing, he would then start his laughter and then it made everyone in the cinema laughed again due to his laggy laughter. its stupid. overall a rating of Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

outta 5. anyway, i aint gona park at the open carpark opposite cine from now on *provided there aint no birds*. gawd. the birds there are irritating and they gave my car fugly white dots everywhere. thanks birdies, but i don't need a polka dot car =/ wanted to wash the car before i head home but it was wee late and most of the kiosk i went had their car wash closed, leaving with no choice but to head home. lucky dd didnt nagged and poor him having a hard time washing the car making it sparkling clean.

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* CWei; i cannot confirm with you yet, give you answer two weeks later and your cookies i put on hold first. busy la no time to bake and buy ingredients. LOL! P.S -don't be too gleeful yet =D

* Dearest CKs; work is definately not easy and its tough but endure okay. i'll try to find voodoo dolls for you then you can beat whoever you guys detest at work. LOL! *just kidding* meet up soon and misses i have for all of you. haha! Get well soon, ame (=

* Junior; i will tell you when i'm free. Heh. meet up soon for coffee. *hugs!

* Ling; it was sure double-fun spending time with you. love yerr zillions man. *muackks!

*having her ard is like spotting a rainbow; couldnt imagine how dull it would be, without her (=*

aiights. am out for a swim @parents club. shall update again! take care peeps (=

will you catch her when she falls ;

i wonder if singapore's gona have its own typhoon. being a light sleeper, i have been waking up in the night recently by the gushing sound of the wind, banging out loud on my windows and it doesnt help staying on the 36th floor - its worse. couldnt get back to sleep whenever such things occur for it sure do terrify the wits outta me. its either having to hide under the blanket or landing up sleeping in my parents room and i did both for the past 2 nights. i must admit i'm just terrified when it comes to such minor things like having such situation occuring or the sound of thunder as i'll freak out. it didnt occur to me till now that what if i were to return home at very wee hour and such things happen. i think i'll panick like crazy.

i'm down with a swollen eye. not the entire eye but the corner of my right eye. it hurts like crazy and its a torture to blink my eye. have been dropping my eye drops like crazy and i've to wear my specs for now. i realized i've been nothing but trouble making my parents worried. first it was my rash and now my eye. whats next i wonder and no i don't want anymore things to occur. no more next. full stop

i made a pact with somebody and believe me i'm so gona make it happen cause i've faith in myself (= lalala. i know its still early to say but hoho am i gona expect a treat pretty soon? i cant wait for Sept 11 cause the deal will be expired and "nice date" right` its just so coincidental. LOL! =X

- mr n*** says her eyes resemble like a cat =/

will you catch her when she falls ;

puzzled with the behaviours of human and their doings; define life

due to the amount of pics on hand, its just crazy to do anything about it which explains why i aint updating. anyway i've started on my job hunting. *anyone has a job to intro?* and i've a feeling i might just ~~end up studying again~~. i wonder why do we pay so much for that stupid damn diploma yet doesnt come handy when applying of what we want to do. why call it 'diploma in tourism' when the tourism itself doesnt need a ~~diploma~~ but a degree? sometimes i really wonder why doesnt the government school gives the locals some priviledges but to set their target freaking high, leaving ppl like me with no choice but to enter a damn private sch and then let foreigners bombard the schools like nobodies business? and what do private schools do? they don't do anything but gobble up your money and once they are satisfied, they leave you alone to fight for your own survival not bothering whether you are still alive. life can be ridiculous at times. P.S -i aint uttering any craps this time for it does make sense and i wont make you believe what i think or believe cause every individuals have got their own point of view and mindset (=

back to the topic. about my gettaway trip; i had fun together with my family (= ultra quality time spent together; loving every minutes of it. Ending the curiousity of one's mind, my gettaway trip was headed to Koh Samui, an island in Thailand and its simply B e a u t i f u l ! Aint like Bangkok where you do crazy shopping like nobody's business. Koh Samui isnt really a place for shopping freaks cause there're minimal shopping and its hard to find pretty stuffs; a place for beach lovers if you love suntanning and beach stuffs.

Practically everyday was spent at the beach and the pool; not forgetting sightseeing too. Did snorkelling as well and its definately fun; swimming with the fishes and sights of pretty corals (= One thing you've guessed it right, i cant leave without my sunblock lotion unfortunately i forgot to apply it while snorkelling and taadaa i got hell TANNED ~~and aint as freaking fair~~, not forgetting the reddish SUNBURN i had = hell pain. I gotta admit one thing, thou i hate going under the sun and aint a beach person but their white sand and crystal clear water makes one totally in love with it (= The ah guas there are terrible; one word, ugly = CMI. LOL! and its hard to find a place thats air-conditioned and i've no idea why. Everywhere you go are caucasians and maybe thats the reason; angmohs love humid.

Anyway thou i love the place but there are several things i ~~dread~~ :
1. their weather's a total killer, freaking humid and its worse then singapore; perspiring non-stop.

2. Plenty of houseflies and mosquitoes; my legs were being attacked by those blood suckers! =/ *shouldnt have worn short pants*

3. Buying of stuffs is insane cause u really have to bargain like hell as prices are raised freaking high and sometimes you get tired of bargaining cause people there can be stubborn. There are pros and cons actually. Its like my brother wanted a singlet but the price aint worth it and so he bargained politely. The lady wasnt agreeable on the price and showed attitude by walking away to where she was seated, in a way of hinting "either u buy it with the price given or forget it" and i wonder how is she gona survive with the way she behave cause there aint no other customers in her shop? hmm. On the other hand, i helped my brother bargained like crazy at another shop for like hell 5mins and the guy gave in. LOL! *for now, i hate bargaining; its tiring*

*pardon me for da pic; its messy and i did my best already` heh*

Enough rantings about my gettaway trip` i remembered i was pissed before i depart; due to terrible service at the airport.

Was at this shop, awaiting to make payment as there was this foreigner in front of me. The cashier, greeted him and smiled. Returning the change politely to him and saying thank you. When it comes to my turn, she gave me a couldnt be bothered sucky attitude, didnt smile and worse, threw my change on the counter table even when i reached out my hand awaiting to take the change; didnt even have the basic courtesy to say thank you and she just walked off from the cashier for there aint anyone behind me. Its like what the hack; i'm your customer and i provide your sales as well, don't you think you should deliver the same service to all your customers? Besides i didnt stare at you or whatsoever but smiled. Fc*ked up woman being rude to me. Of course, i wouldnt let it off just like that. I purposely say it out loud to mama, "freak la that woman, come and throw my change at me then treat that foreigner so good; don't know what is service issit" i really did that *for that idiotic woman to hear*. she had that nonchalent look while her colleague looked at me; i stared at her and left. *i hate it when people deliver bad service to me and treat foreigners as if they are some sorts of gem` urgh*

Isnt it a pity that singapore's so well developed yet it sucks when service aint delivered properly? Its like do we singaporeans here deserve to be treated differently from the foreigners by our own locals? Its like we are given a second treatment while foreigners are being treated hell nice. Excuse me, aint you a local as well? I'm sure you wouldnt want to be treated this way. Doesnt mean foreigners visit singapore they have higher spending power thus you can treat the locals differently because singaporeans do have the ability to spend too. People entertain you if you have the ability and they ignore you when you aint of use to them. Isnt it true? Like how some sales people gives you attitude when you don't intend to purchase any stuffs or smile continuously like some dummy when you help to increase their sale? Perhaps studying and being in the service industry makes one perceive differently from others. True, there aint no perfections in service; sometimes there might be few terrible customers you wish to slaughter but still service delivered have to be of same levels and not show sides. Get what i mean? and i guess service delivery provided in singapore is terrible; face it.

I finally went to the skin clinic to check on my rash as it got worse weeks back making me irritated. Making my chin and surrounding of my lips hell itchy with the skin peeling leaving blady pinkish red. Its ugly to be precise. Thanks to the medicine that works like a miracle, its finally gone. How can it not be a miracle when it cost a damage of 75bucks. Its crazy and the doctor i visited was really weird. aint no idea how to explain but he's definately not the kind of doctor you chance upon. Anyway, he doesnt look at you when he ask for descriptions and then he only looked at my rash for a mere of 3 sec? then he asked if i had any asthma or whatsoever; like hey what has it got to do with my rash? The funny thing; he kept sticking to what he conclude that it was something i applied on my lips that caused the rash but what has it got to do with that when i've no rash outbreak on my lips?

[the conversation i had with the doctor]
`Doc :: did you put any medicine on your rash?
-Me :: yea i applied chinese cream
`Doc :: what chinese cream - from doctor or medical hall
-Me :: urh duno its from china
`Doc :: don't anyhow put i give you medicine might not know whats in that cream
`Doc :: did you put anything on your lips?
-Me :: i use lip gloss and sometimes lip balm cause lip peel.
`Doc :: why do you have to use lip gloss..
* at that moment i went H U H with a HUGE Q.Mark ? flying above my head *
-Me :: cause i had to do service during my studies and whenever i go out
`Doc :: what service?
-Me :: for my f n b service
(and then.. he asked me the same question again)
`Doc :: why do you need to use lip gloss
* i was like huh urhhh urm; lucky mama was with me & i eye signal for her for help *
//Mama to the rescue :: to make her look pleasant
...doctor kept quiet.

Isnt it weird having a doctor to question you such question and i wonder if he did ask his wife why does she needs to put lipstick. Haha! Anyway he concluded off that i had lip enzymia - _ - oh whatever. my rash has healed and i hope it'll never appear back again.

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Blessed with STM, i cant exactly remember what i did so i'll just try to recall (=

#21o7o6'Friday - mummy's birthday ; passed mummy her present at 1am so she could use it to work on her birthday (= tidied the entire house before heading to the club in the evening for a swim. brother picked gf up and we had dinner at the club in celebrating mummy's birthday; a pity dd's not back from his trip. went home and cut mummy's cake before heading out again.

met up with the 2 ck ladies; amelia and glenda at zouk. Joining us later was meijuan, my primary school mate and the 2 ck ladies working partner. *a small world it is* as usual, phuture was boring and rnb started playing at 2. Gotten into a dramatic scene with this stupid girl whom provoked amelia and i. Freaking pissed us off; pretty face she is but ugliness shown with a venom mouth and hands. *thanks sweet for dropping me (=* homed at 33o //

#24'27o7o6 - Thailand gettaway

#29o7o6'Saturday - met up with darling one in the evening. took the car and drove to town later on; dropping darling one as well as she's meeting her friends. was suppose to meet glenda in town at 945 and lucky cwei was already there for i was HELL LATE meeting them at almost 11. *sorry for being so late :X* dinner was settled at NYDC before heading to cine for our midnight movie, 'Dragon Tiger Gate'

the charming actors that dorned ugly hair, the seh in them and not forgetting the muscles thats hell attractive in making u say, 'gawd the muscles damn power' LOL! overall a rating of 3.9/5 and you wouldnt regret watching it. if you havent catch it, no harm watching it. went to chill at alley bar. had strawberry margarita but i still prefer my mango (= chilled to almost 33o and sent cwei home//

#3oo7o6'Sunday - as always, sundays my family day and i was suppose to wake up early in the morning to follow dd to his golf club to swim but i couldnt wake up till 2. was nagged by mummy when i woke up as she said i was terrible to wake up so late. *tired la mummy* LOL! aint no idea whats with my mind again, started my cleaning mood - this time its my room and not the toilet. spent the blady whole afternoon dusting, wiping and vacuuming it leaving no room for dust to occupy. leaving me all satisfied and happy; you wouldnt have guessed when was the last time i cleaned my room - it was during CNY so you could guess the amount of dust i wiped out even thou my room's always neat and tidy with the exception of my study table. LOL! //

#o1o8o6'Tuesday - dd has been wanting to catch the 'Pirates of the Carribean' and we finally watched it together with brother at bishan's GV.

the thought of it brings a smile to my face for its really been years since we last caught a movie together (= aint really my cuppa tea but still i watched it to acc dd. it wasnt that bad but the ending was stupid and there aint no meaning to it therefore a rating of 3/5. followed dd to his gym in the night to sweat it out and i simply love the threadmill. its the best equipment to have when ur feeling emo cause it helps to drain off ur thoughts and emotions; a pity i haben been in the emo mood. the feeling of hitting the gym is simply great; makes you feel fresh and energetic, turning my face freaking reddish and i love the sight of it. i think i'm nuts. but it doesnt mean i love the sight of me turning red when i had an overdose of alcohol cause thats ugly. LOL! //

#o2o8o6'Wednesday - met up with glenda in the evening at bishan; walked around and had duck rice for dinner at the kopi shop *thanks sweets for the yummerty yums chocoty marsherriimellooww (=*

#o3o8o6'Thursday - monthly issue sucks especially when its the first day whereby yerr tummy hurts like crazy and thank god i wasnt out yet. i wonder why don't guys have it too and its sickening when they starts being gleeful about it, especially the cramps. if i could i would smear 'strawberry jam' on their face. LOL! okay thats gross. met up with lorraine at her friend's studio and thanks dd for sending me. the whole session was really fun *thanks lorraine & benjamin* (= will upload the pictures when i receive it //

#o4o8o6'Friday - met up with ying at town before heading to zouk in meeting glenda. *sorry ying for being late*

saw mark and the crowd was like shit *aint gona discriminate any race here* people being rough and pushing you not bothering the fact whether your a girl or not. of course, don't try me cause i elbow. LOL! was indeed fun with the 2 girls around and rnb simply rocks. a pity i wore the wrong shoe and my feet was killing me; couldnt walk properly after that. *thanks mr power and sweets* homed at 43o and i seriously need a feet massage badly. *sorry silly for not turning up; if i could, i will be there but i'm just too tired* //

#o5o8o6'Saturday - slept almost the whole day. went to dd's gym again to sweat it out; am beginning to love every session of it (= tummy hurts again and stupid monthly issues aint any lesser. i saw fireworks from my living room and its lovely. simply love fireworks; it just makes everything to a stop and brings a smile to my face. gotten really pissed with brother with his irritant act that i couldnt take it anymore and blasted at him` LOL! one thing for sure, don't try provoking or irritating me cause it'll be double the trouble. period. //

#o6o8o6'Sunday - went to mandai cremetorium to pay respect to my grandma as its the 1ooth day since she passed away. really do miss her still and i hope she's leading a better life. grocery shopped with parents and bought a new oven. headed over to my aunt's place to do prayer for my grandma together with mummy and the rest of my aunts//

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* CWEI ; i will not forget your cookies as promised but you must not hurry me. haha! and can you not be so naggy? will frighten the girls away la, mr good househusband-in-the-future and not-a-monk to be. LOL! can you like let me off and not nag at me for once when you see me the next time? i know u missed nagging at me non-stop during school days but for exactly how long then we finally meet up? oh yes, you can reformat ur com cause i'll be sending u more emoticons! =X [ P.S -pls believe in the 2oo6 resolution. LOL! ]

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` wana catch this ; CLICK, ANT-BULLY

` got addicted to ; oat milk

` no more beaches, aint going under the sun ; it kills my skin cells. LOL!

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*freaking sunburn that hurts like crazy*

` i never knew guys would ever bother to pose for a pic till i found this; LOL!

*her d*ckass brother and his love with his i-duno-wad-pose-is-that*

H a p p y B i r t h d a y Apple dottie and to all August Babies out there.
..and before i forget; Happy National Day everyone ! [in advance] (=

will you catch her when she falls ;