when the mind feels uncertained, the heart seemed unclear

Whheee.. no work today for i'm off for two days and we are entitled to a 2 days off a week. Now how great is that; it doesnt matter if its not on a fixed weekend but c'mon which hotel actually has a 5days work. Was on a 2days orientation and gosh i almost fell asleep; its like back to school days. I was like trying damn hard to keep my eyes open and i think thou my eyes were open my brains were like sleeping. LOL! People there seemed to be much matured at age and very few at my age but i got to know new people. Oh yes, they brought us around the hotel and i got to view the rooms and i tell you its the best deal you can never get from the other hotels. The rooms have got magnificient views, flat screen tv, a breathtaking bathroom with the super huge bed that looks really comfortable. A pity i cant take pictures of the room. Wait till i've gotten my confirmation letter i will definately book a room one of the days. Got to dine at one of the restaurant called the 'GreenHouse' and the food is good.

Anyway, havent officially start work yet as i'm undergoing training for a month. Going to the various departments to get a better idea of how it runs. From front of the house to back of the house. Guess what? I'm going to the housekeeping department this weekend. Hohoho! Jaclyn's gona be a 'obasang' for 2 days. LOL! Imagine me having to help the aunties to clean the room. OMG! I think i will lose out to them because i don't do the housework at home; i probably bang my head and trust me my whole body will definately ache! Lucky its just 2 days of housekeeping but i guess it'll definately be fun. Told mummy about that and she got a shock. She was like saying how come i have to do housekeeping and whether i have to clean the room. Yeah i will take a picture of me wearing the uniform and let you have a moment of laughter that is if i remember =P I'm slowly adapting to the change of lifestyle thou its still hard for me to wake up at the wee early in the morning but right now i'm just kinda afraid that i might not turn up for work or turn up late because there are so many different timings and i havent gotten used to it; you know a blurshit like me can at times get things screwed up. Time will change everything and pretty soon life will be as normal as it is (=

Was suppose to meet adrian on friday but was cancelled at the last minute because i had a very bad sharp pain in my tummy. *Sorry ad; will definately catch up with you soon (=* Had an enjoyable evening on saturday with darling one and for a change we headed to junction 8 and slack cum movie for we're sick of heading town all the time. Saw michelle chia and her bf shawn chen; she's super haolian i tell you. Cannot stand her face thinking everyone would want her attention and she's a shortie. Hurhur.. Opps =X Wouldnt even notice her if her bf wasnt staring at the both of us; aint no idea whats his problem.

*crappy lame show*

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Oh yeah, just finished watching 'Princess Hour'. Thanks to mummy's friend who lent me the dvd. Gosh, the actors and actresses are so adorablely cute and i tell you its freakingggg nice to watch; simply love their song. Very funny also that can make you laugh like crazy. Go watch it if you havent catch it and its showing on tv soon.. (=

Fact of the day:

Was given a paper that has afew questions which i have to write about myself. On it, it states what do you like to do for fun and entertainment. Guess what i put? Its not clubbing but watching movie. I'm not a cheater for i've got my own theory which is never reveal everything about yourself (=

*..and i guess not many has seen my hair so neat before` LOL!*

P.S -So what if Hady won the title of being a 'Singapore Idol', Jonathan Leong will be more successful than him; he will be a regional star and not Hady. Boo.

Now my entire entry is a hell lot of crap; don't even know what am i ranting about.. Blah!

will you catch her when she falls ;

Oh yay! The weekends are here again; let ya hair down people and relax (= Simply love the weekends but its not long before i'm sacrificing it. Aiights. Pardon me but lazy me just gona type a random entry..

1. Met up with the CK family cum ad's belated birthday celebration. Seafood for dinner and fondue. Its definately a great meet up catching up with one another; boyy do i miss the good old days in school. The times whereby we had bits of sugar spice and simply everything. Thanks my dear cks for all the memories (= we shall have another meet up again soon. *hugs!

2. Had my hair cut and treatment done; wanted to cut it at shoulder length but decided not for i've to bun my hair and shucks my fringe is rather short and i wonder how am i gona make it look neat at work. Maybe i aint gona cut my hair anymore but keep it long..

3. Been dvding together with mummy for the past few days as i've no time for that when i'm working. Its like once you start a disc it would never stop and once i start dvd-ing everything will put to a halt. Oh my! Simply into korean dramas; its addictive.

4. Havent been going online or should i say using the desktop that often and no more photoshopping nor learning of it. Its all gone when that lappie died and it doesnt matter anymore. Wont be MSNing that much as well so it'll be hard to get me online now. And yeah my dear cks pardon for the delay of sending u the pics; my live messenger got deleted` will try to send by my yahoo mail.

5. SHOPPING THERAPY i love; bringing a smile on my face (= Bought my working heels, cosmetics, stockings, skirts and tops with a total damage of $26o. Thanks mummy for the shopping spree and to be exact my last spree with her because i'm getting my own pay. And yeah, she banned me from getting anymore tops because i'm always into black and she complained that my closet are mostly black and that she hates to see me wearing black. Haha! Gona get a new specs soon and ditch my current one so that i could wear to work and dd said he's gona sponsor me (= I'm hoping for next month to arrive so that i can finally get a new phone with my own pay..

6. My nose bled and its disgusting having to smell blood. The smell of it is blady bloody. Eeeks!

7. I saw FIREWORKS on tuesday night which marks the end of IMF. Simply love watching it, its B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L and it brings a smile to my face (= The city view from my windows were exceptionally bright that night. Our government is indeed rich, spending millions of money just for IMF. Imagine the poors struggling hard for money and the government spending such an amount for such event. No wonder they didnt allow people to protest.

8. Changing my lifestyle and aint gona be the way it was before. Cutting down on late nights and whatever. I'm going on a diet regime.

9. Its training at work for the whole month and time for me to be serious with work. I wonder if i can stop laming around which is kinda impossible and i hope i wont be a blurry ass. Blah!

1o. Meeting up with adrian for dinner today and darling one tomorrow.. (=

Thats about it for now.

*the CK family get together..*

*Fireworks and the city view*

P.S - If you havent heard from me for days or couldnt get me, its not that i'm missing; just busy =P

Take care PEEPS !

will you catch her when she falls ;

Although this was suppose to be yesterday but still..

HAPPY 2oth BIRTHDAY ADRIAN !

Another year wiser and a year more before 21.

Loadsa Hugs and you will always be my great buddy (=

*celebrating a year back at kbox..*

GOSH! Finally i could use the desktop in peace. I wish my brother goes to school everyday *unfortunately not* and out with his love and friends. Its not that i don't want him at home but he is irritating me till i'm going nuts. I cant even use the computer properly; i freaking hell need to do my stupid report, which i havent even started and then he would just pester me non-stop trying different methods to make me give up so that he could use the computer - for MSN and DOTA! Argh. *i need a new lappie ASAP* Yes, i am going crazyyyy! One day i shall break his stupid dota CD into pieces and than hide behind dd. That way he wouldnt kill me cause he wouldnt dare. Hohoho! Of course i wont be a meanie and do such things unless it reaches beyond my limit. *Brother, disturb me more and you can say BYE to your CD*

Oh yeah, the visit to the dentist was fun thou i didnt get to clean my teeth because the dr tan said if i were to clean, my mouth wouldnt be wide open to pluck out my wisdom tooth. Anyway, it wasnt scary plucking it out; in fact it was fun. Gee, i am nuts. It isnt painful at all and that you dont even know that it is out. Unfortunately, my 2 roots of my wisdom broke due to being hooked and not straight therefore after plucking the tooth he had to dig and search for the 2 missing hooked roots and that was painful. I think i'm a noisy patient of his and made dr tan nervous for i kept asking him if its out yet. He asked me to relax cause it would make him kanchiong and cannot find the roots. Thankfully he managed to find it as he said if the roots couldnt be plucked out i have to go for surgery - _ - I am going back for another appointment; this time to clean my teeth.

*wisdom tooth no more*

Attended brother's drama play at his school's lectural hall. Was almost late because i took ages in the shower and lucky dd's a pro driver. I must say the 25bucks was worth every cents of it besides its for charity and the whole thing was good. Their drama play that was put up by his whole class was hilarious. Talented people they are, having to script out and direct many different scenes isnt an easy thing. Kudos to my brother who delievered his role well for he have never acted before. My handsome brother and am proud of him (=

I have finally gotten myself a job. Jaclyn shall say "Hello to workaholic life" and "Bye to tai-tai lifestyle". And yes hotelier that is and i aint gona elaborate much. I don't need any comments of what i have chosen, this is what i want; its my future that i'm looking at` not you so please respect mine. I know working in the hotel isnt easy and its gona be tough. Given that i'm a very pampered child but i believe i can survive my way through. If i could survive those 2 years in that place, i don't see why cant i manage now. Even though i didnt have a memorable working experience at that hotel *aint mentioning name* but i guess it isnt fair if i sterotype all the hotels to be that way given the experience i had. Every hotels have got its different environment and i decided to give it a try again. Over the time people's thinking do change; so does mine. I know what i want and have plans ahead of me. Every actions and decisions made have got its own reason and i don't see a point to explain just to solve the inquisity of ones mind. Never mind if i have to sacrifice my social life for i can adapt to changes. Its okay if my life is going to be tough because it will make my life easier the next time and i'd rather enjoy life in the later part. Its doesnt matter how much they are paying me because money isnt an issue; its the learning experience and exposure that i wana gain. Yes no doubt i can be weak at times but i will be strong and i will climb up that ladder given to me. Life is about learning and it never stop.

Oh yay! I cant wait for tomorrow; finally the CK family are gona gather together after months of not catching up and not only that its celebrating of adrian's birthday (= simply <3 everyone of them.

One more week to go before my life turns busy and not super slack. I better pray and hope i could complete my stupid report by the end of this year cause i doubt i will have the time. Pretty please my brains, please get the machines cracking and think of all the bullshits to crap my way through the damn thing..

Anyway might be heading to the saloon and get my hair cut again..

* thinking if she shld cut off her ponytail.. *

BYE Readers, i'll be back soon.

will you catch her when she falls ;

before i begin my blabberings..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH DOTTIE !
Turning 20 & i hope you'll have a memorable birthday today !
Hugs and kisses with loadsa love.. Marmie lurrbbiiee yerr ~
[ ..here's something for you that i found in my computer ]

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How time flies.. The snapshot of neoprint that was captured ages back;
those were the best memory and the happy moments (:
P.S- Meet up soon okiie & ur belated present awaits for you. Heh (=

Okay guess what? Apparently VIRUSES LOVES JACLYN. Like HOW GREAT is that? - _ - I have no clueless idea why do VIRUSES LOVES ATTACKING MY BLADY COMPUTER!!!!! ARGH! Can you imagine how pissed am i? FIRST it was my computer that NEARLY CRASHED and thank god my brother came back from HK in time to rescue it. NOW its that useless laptop that hell CRASHED last night. WONDERFUL! It must have been sick of living that it wants to go to glory. Dumb shit. Shouldnt have been so loyal to that stupid laptop; should have told my brother to sell it and get me a new one but i rejected his offer cause i said i could live with that damn laptop but hell it betrayed me instead. I've absolutely no idea how it happened cause i swear i have not been downloading any stuffs or anything that allowed virus to eat up the system. Gawd and now i'm left with no laptop and i could only use the desktop when my brother aint at home. How pathetic can i get. Screw those pea-brained air heads who created viruses! URGH - _ - Thank god i havent started on my 15,ooo words report on that damn laptop otherwise i'll just jump down or bang my head on the wall BUT i lost all my stuffs stored in it. Shucks.

I'm going to the dentist tomorrow. Gona clean my teeth and check on my wisdom tooth to see if it needs to be pluck out for its irritating me a hell lot. I wonder how is it like to pluck out a teeth *if i'm required to get rid of that wisdom* aint no idea if its gona hurt for i've never plucked any of my teeth even thou i wore braces before. Lucky me but not so lucky afterall for i've got 4 wisdom tooth. Blah..

Oh yes, i met up with the 2 CK Ladies on friday and we headed to Kovan for dinner. My first meal of the day to be precise. Cannot recall the shop name but their fondue was good. Love their chocolate, its yummy! *fyi -its my first time having fondue` LOL! dont laugh okay* Their pasta aint that good but its filling and as usual i couldnt finish it. Headed to Phuture after our dinner and it was fun. Simply love rnb. Met up with wcheng and saw mr TPY, kenny and edwin. Homed at 3+ *thanks amelia for the ride *hugs!* P.S -i DID NOT consume any alcohol but only a fruit punch MR *. Hohoho. =D

Didnt head out during the weekends and i'm sorry junior i totally forgot about our dates on Saturday =X Been dvd-ing a HK drama, 'The Gateau Affairs' *with courtesy by Glenda* and completed the 20disc in 2 days. Freaking nice i tell you whereby its hell addictive that you cant stop. I wana watch 'Princess Hours' and 'Save the Last Dance' anyone has the dvd to lend (=

Shall update IF that damn laptop could be revived from its death or when i've the chance to use the desktop; that is when my brother aint around..

CIAOS!

X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X

W E E K S B A C K . . .

it was COFFEE SESSION with the girls !

Now its the month of S E P T E M B E R . . .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the SEPT' BABIES ( :

( whats next i wonder )

will you catch her when she falls ;