a reminder to readers; if u aint happy with the way i blog simply move ur mouse to the extreme top right & click the X i don't cater to everyone likings for i blog what i think. if u have a problem so be it - i don't welcome u. say whatever u like or whatever shit i don't give a damn. if u've got guts - see my tag board? bring it on i aint afraid.
"life isnt just about perfection;
its whether you are happy with the way you are living"
time flies. been blogging for two years & i realised i have yet to terminate my other url for i've forgotten my username. lolls. perhaps a day to come whereby everything will come to a halt & i'll stop blogging. anyway if u realised, i've removed my blog song as i don't have the ability to fork out a $1ooo if i'm being caught. *yawns* i never like sundays for its back to sch the next day & the thought of it sucks. its even crappier when there isnt sch on tuesday. a new colour soon i promise u & i'm still deciding on it. mummy asked me for shopping & surprisingly i rejected her knowing i'll be sponsored the whole day. *siighhs* i'm just crazyy due to being lazy to get myself out of the house tankiies to the humid weather. had a talk with dd & i cant have frequent late night outs in the future for he isnt pleased with it already. i don't have a choice but to keep up to my promise for i'm dd's little girl. have been hesitant by loads of things till a point whereby its draining me out as its holding me back & plenty to think about till it sucks. reaching adulthood isnt a good thing - i want back my childhood but its time to move on..
#14 - went to school for lesson & i actually forgotten that there's school. haha. overslept & tankiies god dd's around to send me to sch. headed home & slept till late evening. simply great having able to sleep for such long hours. cant blame was freaking sleepy for i slept rather late. headed to amelia's place to celebrate her 21st
& later on headed to mr bean to slack together with my sweets; abbie & glen later on cwei came & joined us. home at 245 & tankiies sweets for the ride home (:
can anyone tell me whats the world becoming to? its becoming crazyyy & nonsensical. if only we could send the entire universe to woodbridge but i doubt so coz there wun be enough space for every single peeps out there// maybe i should drop by a visit & take a look at that place. should be quite happening might consider staying there when i'm old.. change of ambience & different frm others u know. nuns like me have to be in old folks when we're old but i want to be different i want to stay in woodbridge. LOLS! dun bother abt me i'm laming again.
can anyone tell me whats up with the guys out there? i just feel like terminating each & every one of them. and yes why do ppl go into a relationship when they cant be devoted at all? in the first place if u dun love someone don't go into a relationship & hurt the innocent party. hurting someone & leaving a big scar in their heart isnt a happening thing to do but CRUEL. love isnt about hurting people. they aint there for u to play ard with & u cant imagine the pain they have to go through. don't u feel bad or guilty the slightest bit? i simply don't understand why must ppl snatch other's happiness? do they actually have the brains in them before they snatch? don't they have a sense of consciousness or feel guilty abt it? don't they feel for the innocent one & spare a thought for them? don't they ever think of the consequences? will they even be happy even if one get together? what do they actually gain by doing this? and the worst thing is why act as though nothing have happened when u've inflicted pain & have hurt somone so badly thus trying to cover up ur wrongdoings by acting an angel when ur not. its so frustrating whereby at one point u really feel like bashing peeps up like nobody's business. on the other hand its pretty strange; there are many choices out there why must one simply choose to go with their friend's boyfriend? never mind if u snatch other peeps happiness or go with ur friend's boyfriend but trying to act as though ur innocent or trying to pretend to be nice towards her just to ease ur guilt when u've already caused misery is so hypocritical & worst already have an evil intention in u which totally sucks. such act in return will not deserve any respect frm others. thou in the eyes of peeps it seems as if its a third party scenerio but third party or not nobody knows. god have eyes to see & one day one will have their retribution. do not come between ppl's relationship for u'll in return suffer one day.
* Happy Birthday Amelia & Liyana !
i know ur a silent reader. seriously i don't wish to lose any friendships that i've made but i guess as days pass it seems as thou frm good friends we became to a total stranger. i don't want it that way but things have turned it to become this way. i have nothing to talk to u for there's many reasons behind it & u should be clever enough to know why. think or say whatever u like i cant be bothered. i don't care if u start condemning me together with the rest but really ur a disappointment. whatever i've said is like air. i don't understand; after all she have done for u & what u've done to her don't u feel bad or guilty at all? don't u feel the slightest bit of pain seeing her this way & after doing all the shit to her? don't u think that u owe her an apology? i don't know what u see that her right now but all that i know u have let someone who treats u so nice go just like that. the one who have done so much for u. she may not be perfect but she's a nice girl afterall. don't u appreciate what she have done for u? i guess ppl change as days pass. for the better or for the worse & i think u should know urself. anyway if u think u did no wrong & am happy with the way u are right now + contented with what u have i wish u the best but not my blessings.
will you catch her when she falls ;
'elizabeth town' @ 113o. rather lame & aint that interesting with no story line therefore a rating of 1.9/5 so peeps don't bother catching this show. dinner at long john & slacked there. been long since i last ate fast food & hell think im not used to it thus i felt kinda sick. after movie; headed to momo which was a last min decision that wasnt planned at all as we din intend to club. LOLS. lammeeee! cant imagine wearing slippers into the club & dressed freaking causal. was happy to have bumped into shirin. been months since i last saw her & am glad she's doing fine. missed her loads. shall meet up with her soon i hope. met tingwei, zhongyi and david. stayed there till 3 & headed home. oh and i had nightmare that night` must have frightened my parents. mummy said i kept screaming & i wondered why for i couldnt recall having any dreams.. 
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