when the mind feels uncertained, the heart seemed unclear

haben been blogging lately. been tied up with projects, school & other stuffs. pretty exhausting. can't take it anymore. i do hope projects will finish in no time. *siighhs* exams are coming soon. aint no idea if i cud cope. came home ard 5 in the morn & woke up at 11. kinda early & i dun noe why i'm awake so early. wasnt feeling too good including my mood & its even worst when u opened ur eyes being said continuously. i know she's feeling the same as i'm but does she have to do this to me? yes i know she aint happy with me. does she have to run me down non stop the moment i wake up. *yawns* tankies to momo's bad ventilation she finally found out(after so long) that i went clubbing(due to the stinky hell cig smell on my clothes when she washed it). fcuk. whatever. decided not to argue back for i'm already not in a pretty mood + she have already spoil my day. can't stand it. feel like getting out of the house` everything's just so bad right now. fcuking hate sundays thats where the conflicts always begin. urgh. i'm really not in a beautiful mood so dun come and irritate or piss me off. pls do not call me for i'm not in the mood to entertain ppl. if i dun pick up it means i'm either busy with my stuffs OR i wish to be ALONE so do not disturb me. u'll make things worst if u start to irritate me. gona do project again later in the day & meeting ad for housekeeping.

[[..Saturday` 27 August o5..]]

was out the whole day & wasnt back till early morn for i din want or feel like going home. maybe i'm just running away from the things that i'm facing. was really tired for i had only 3hrs of slp & had to wake up early. sent kor kor & cheryl to the airport for their flight was in the morn. *siighhs* as hard as i tried to control myself but its difficult to control one tears. korkor's frens were dere to send him off & i said i must control my tears to prevent tearing in front of them. in the end i couldnt take it any longer. i tried avoiding eye contact with my bro for each time when i see him i felt sad` my bro knew & came to me - hugging me tight, telling me not to cry. at that moment my tears rolled down uncontrollably. i teared not bcoz i'm being emotional. i teared bcoz i know i'm gona miss him so badly. i teared bcoz i'll be alone and he'll not be by my side. i teared bcoz i'll be so lost without him when i need help. i know ppl tink i'm silly & one year will pass quickly but ur not me` u do not know how i feel unless u've a close bonding with ur sibling. later on rushed to meet my project mates @ raffles place to finish up on our Law project. only left some editing to do & we're done. headed to shaw's mac togther with baby & alison while waiting for lorraine. slacked & chatted dere till 53o and headed to somerset to settle my stuffs. went to glenda's place bfore clubbing. helped glen put her varnish. was kinda fun. waited for adrian & took a cab down to find amelia & her cousins. club hop yday. went to zouk followed by momo. went into phuture but a pity wasnt dat fun for dey din play r & b. the atmosphere was great - ventilation is so much better compared to the others. we sat & chilled. drank quite alot had screwdriver, vodka lime & a jug of peach slash or sumthing. cnt rem the name but was yummy. was sweet tink its more for the ladies. yes not forgetting K ICE on an empty tummy before heading to zouk. was freaking high by den but wasnt drunk. i guess i wasnt really myself yday - many things going in my head & 2ndly my mood was rather low. *siighs* headed to momo but adrian was having difficulty entering. he waited outside & i went out & waited with him. slept for 10mins. woke up & cud feel my tummy churning` rushed to the ladies & puked everything out, including my dinner. din drink anymore for i know that i'll get freaking high & landed up drunk. in the end its only me & glen left for amelia gotta pick her mama up. went to find fad @ the bar. had water & glen drank 4 glasses of duno wad. lolls. was glenda's turn to be high. fancy having us taking turns to get freaking high. clubbed till 4+ & headed home. bathe & sleep.

Glen - had great time with ya babe & its so dame risky for us getting freaking high. haha. anyway tankies for everything *muacks* :)

will you catch her when she falls ;

**Please get this in mind before reading ::

today's entry aint being moody or emotional..

its pretty scary when u find that the road ahead is blurred & unclear. its worst when ur alone out there struggling on the journey of life. is this what reality is all about? given a choice i wud vv much not want to face reality for its too harsh` but we can't possibly avoid it can;t we(unless we'r dead)? is the feeling of achieving one thing so great & important in order to make one please & satisfied? does it make one happy by doing that? sometimes i wonder.. what exactly do i want in life. yes no doubt that i've got almost everything i could ask for` but am i happy with the way life is & what am i doing? am i pushing myself too hard dat sometimes i do not care about my mental state(even when i cud feel dat i cud no longer hold on & take it for i'll break down any time)? hmm. maybe i should really take a break. a break from all the things i'm involved in` but can i just let it go? why are humans never contented with what they have? even when they have the almost everything but yet they wana crave for more. its so complicated with the way humans behave & its even confusing with the way they think.

// her defination of life..

Life is never dull but beautiful`

its how u look at it & the way u want it to be

Its never smooth sailing..

for the road ahead is bumpy & unclear

Whats life if there's no obstacles ahead of u?

it will be then be dull & meaningless

Only when u have overcome the obstacles

..then will u find life meaningful

pretty tiring day for me & i was having a spilting headache in class. aint no idea why but have been sleeping much lately / dozing off(which i dun last time). been raining & its freezing cold. never like the temperature in our class for its like being in an igloo. received a call today & i just let go another of opportunity coz its lyk tml & held in the morning. i could actually skipped school but i gave it up. *siighhs* its the second time already.. will there be another time? maybe god is trying to stop me from going for he knows that i cud no longer hold on with the many things i'm juggling with. oh yeahh finally handed up Tourism project` but there's more to go & be handed up. Housekeeping dued next week & have yet touch it. haha. gona pia to the vv last min again. *yawns* just ate half of a promfret(my fav) for dinner. mummy steamed it & its simply delicious *yums* yet an expensive one for it cost $19. thou its kinda ex but its worth the $ for its the quality ur paying & its super darn fresh. urgh! yikes` its gona be HELL for this upcoming 2 days & the following weeks. can i not go to school? Law Bitch is back for more revenge. nehhhs` i shud not be scared of her & let her terrorise me. BOO. -move bitch get out the way get out the way bitch get out the way-

will you catch her when she falls ;

its sunday = family day` which also means the last day of the week & thats bad. WHY? many things to rush & be handed up.. projects! (-.<-) wana know why sundays are called sunday? cause its always a sunny day and sunny days make people lazy for the weather is humid to go anywhere but to stay at home(but today's an exception for it rained). haha. what lame logic is that. blah! never like sundays since young. *yawns* my day has been burnt out again. went down to town to settle some stuffs of mine & after that rushed down for some orientation thingy(lazy to explain wads it abt) took a cab for i was late again. haha :P the games we played was fun & the best part was the auctioning of mystery gifts. haha. darn lame - laugh till kana pengs. overall an enjoyable time & gotta know few peeps too (: *sighs* my bro will be leaving next Saturday & it’s a morning flight. that’s like super fast(oh god can u at least stop the time from ticking away so that i’ll be able to spend more time with him?) at least i’m able to send him off *siighhs* thou he haven’t left yet but come to think of him leaving to HK for a year makes me sad now. i can predict & foresee myself tearing at the airport.

[[..Saturday ` 2oo8o5..]] Econs project was postphoned for sarah dottie needs to complete her tourism project & i wasn’t free in the late afternoon for i’m meeting my darling Ling. outing with her was simply great` went for a lil shopping. bought some stuffs(shoe, tops, hp blinkies, clock) & spent abt 1oo bucks. oh boy` i’m officially broke now but tankie god the month is coming to an end. aint no idea whats happening to my cash` been draining tremendously. guess its time to control my finance.

whee` finally a new shoe to dump the old
and my retro clock, washing machine

the cute blinkies for my hp..
hp has been complaining to its owner that its LONELY & need companion` therefore i grant it its wishes & gave it its companion. haha! and yes.. guess what the lil pinky boy is a horny ass.
wana know why? ...

when its horny the lil possession of it will light up. LOL! okay thats lame.

Dinner @ pasta mania`

had bacon aglio wherelse Ling had her al funghi. Portion was huge – freaking full after that & as usual din finish it up. Bumped into Keith frm DHM & Chloe on the way to cine. Went to catch the 74opm Charlie & the Chocolate Factory (Opps! Sorry brother bear =X)

Movie was hilarious & great. I love lil Charlie - so adorablely cute & the moment whereby the lil men pop up and sing song whenever there’s an incident. haha. and yes Singapore just happen to be a small country. bumped into Laren & his ‘girlfriend’(whom he claims is his gd fren) after the ending of Chocolate Factory. We actually watched the same movie @ the same time @ the same place but thank god it wasn’t at the same row. lolls. din noe he was dere till he called me` perhaps i was engrossed in rubbing my eye for it itch & as usual a blur shit. his friend quite sweet looking wor. lolls. i aint a ~~lesbian~~ okay just stating a fact (: Headed to our usual place to slack & chatted alot` was simply enjoyable

choco milkshake & raspberry fusion tea(mine) i suggest that u dun drink the raspberry for it aint dat yummy & if u wana drink a milkshake` the oreo one wud make a better choice.

boon hee said he saw me dere. lolls. hmms. been bumping into people & the best part was i recognized familiar faces & know who they are but can’t seem to remember their name` so i acted blur. lolls. Opps :x yeah that’s the sign of growing old. urh no not old shall cancel the word ~~old~~ & replace it with wiser. yes that’s the word. Haha :P

will you catch her when she falls ;

my ang moh test is full of shit` aint no idea how is she gona mark it but i dun give a shit. i guess my grades for dis sem will be terriblely disappointing & i dare not think of it. never mind shall work harder next sem & quit being superwoman-to-be. its finally friday & simply love fridays for lessons aint heavy + we get to end sch early. however no matter how early we end, i never had the chance to go back at 12 for its always tied down with projects *siighhs* but no complaints yeah for i've been blessed by having such lovely mates(compared to other groups-its really terrible) *yawns* am tired & i shall have my winkies after my entry but it'll soon be dinner time. i wish i could skip dinner tonight. not that my mummy's cooking yucky(which isnt at all) but i'm just plain lazy to chew & all i can think of is SLEEP! yes i'm a lil piggy whom loves nothing but sleeping. haha. put me in whatever places` be it train, bus, shopping centres, i'll be able to sleep unless i'm standing. duno why but have been falling deep asleep in the train till a point of time i din noe i was in the train. the best part? i nbr miss my stop at all. haha. havent had a good rest cum sleep eversince last semester till now` for i was a superwoman-to-be juggling with many things on hand(even for now). everything in me seems to be draining out` even energizer batteries do drain out - let alone me. i need at least 8 hours of sleep & more but have been deprived of it. been sleeping 5 hours & less` which explains why my eye bag getting terrible. mummy was lyk nagging at my eyebag saying its getting terrible. cannot blame me rights` its lyk everyday end sch so late den not enuff time to do things den no choice must stay up till late. furthermore i;ve got my dance + workshops & other stuffs. *siighhs* it seems that life's so restricted & hectic that i dun even have time for myself` can't take it anymore. i just so wish for my week break to come & am just waiting for it. *yawns* the thing i dread now is ~~NEXT WEEK~~ for that ~~Law Bitch~~ is back to ~~terrorize~~ us. oh boyy` but i aint scare. nehhhs. haha :x aint going anywhere tonight` gona be a good girl & stay at home thou glenda asked to go momo. haha. sorry babe can't join u guys` perhaps another time yeah (: in the meantime, have fun tonight! my saturday gona be burnt out tml. gona do Econs project with sarah dottie @ town till maybe late noon & later on meeting my darling Ling (: *mmuuackks* can't wait to meet up with her. haha. oh that reminds me i better not forget to collect my cd that contains my photos that i took during photoshoot. hmms. need ta do some shopping too` gotta buy my shoe for its spoilt. stupid shoe. must be low grade quality so fast spoil. next time when u buy shoe dun be a cheapo lyk me. must go for higher grade. must feel the shoe see whether its good, feel the sole of the shoe & the quality. shoes are just like humans - got different quality & status. haha. okay i'm starting to crap. dun bother abt me` my brain is always filled with the shittiest & crappiest things. duno whats wrong with me. call me insane or paranoid but i'm having the urge to CUT my hair again. urgh! can't stand it. it seems so irritating & blady ugly. never mind the fact that i'm already NOT beautiful but with such ugly & horrible hair, it just makes the whole image so OFF = CMI. making u look even more fugly & shitty horrible` landing up looking like a MONSTER. (-.-) okays its time to sleep & yippee its R n B time @ 98.7fm, Perfect 10 (7-8pm)

will you catch her when she falls ;

its so late yet i'm still awake. i'm not mentally insane & i rather have my beauty sleep than to blog at this point of time. din intend to blog also but my brother made some silly actions so i gotta log into my account & help him delete his personal post. haha. silly of him` aint no idea of how to use the picassa programme(to upload pic into the blog). he must have happily uploaded his romantic pic + post his entries without checking & must have freaked out upon seeing my blog instead of his(and yes shit i hope he doesnt remember my blog url) for he came into my room asking me to help him + delete his entry. haha. its a lucky thing i'm still up doing my project otherwise his entries will be exposed and be read by so many people. lolls. at least in a way or another i come in handy for its always the case whereby me asking my bro for help. haha. *siighhs* sooner or later i'll be alone` all helpless when i need help as he's leaving in 2 weeks time. am really gona miss him loads. dun even noe if i'm able to send him off to the airport & hopefully i do not tear in front of him. yes i must be & act strong + control my tears. *yawns* i wana have my BEAUTY SLEEP badly yet i can't. boohoo. gotta finish up the leftover bits of project. hate to leave it dangling when its almost done. projects are the number one killer for firstly its a disturbance to ur sleep & it eats + take up ur precious time. urgh! dun understand the stupid sch. project siaos. seriously i tink its stupid to do projects. its lyk u put in ur blood sweat & soul in it just for the pathetic marks & after the tutor have been done with it they simply chuck ur hardwork aside or maybe into the bin. tankies g0d the first lesson has been cxl so its 1o3o tml. at least i cud have a few mins of winkies` hopefully i do not sleep like an ignorant piggy & overslept again for this time round dd wun be able to save me as he's off to work. lalalas.

will you catch her when she falls ;

*yawns* am exhausted. haben had a gd slp last night due to the disturbance by waking up to study for my tourism. have i had known dat today's paper gona be C.M.I i wud not even bother. haha. slept at 123o last night & woke up at 4. however i'm such a pig whereby i heard my alarm rang but i continued slping.. hence letting my alarm snooze off. haha. hmm. gd idea also coz can hear candy shop while slping. lolls. woke up at 6. 45 mins earlier my usual time & revised a lil. was too tired & decided to take a lil winky. happily slept lyk a ignorant piggy & tankies god dd woke me up. it was 73o & damn am i in a rush. chiong all the way frm the showers till outta my house & luckily dd is a pro driver. he pia all the way to sch for me. lolls. *muacks* dun ask me how i fared for my test for i do not have an exact ans. most of it are pure shits. haha! oh yes i'm supposed to collect the cd(containing my photoshoot) @ town today but am tired for lesson ended late. dd din fetch me home for he had golf tournament & he got 2nd place. not too bad. just one place amiss frm champion. haha. *siighhs* projects dateline are coming close & its all piling up. can't stand it. its a killer. i need a break & we just receive our exam schedule. urgh! can't believe law is on saturday. that stupid law bitch. and hell is coming back next wk. shucks. i wish her dead! lolls. opps. a lil evil or maybe vv evil. maybe i shud say i wish she cud just diminish. haha. shud have paotoh the matah telling dem dat the law bitch smuggled in GUMS den dey can catch her. haha. oh well. wad am i crapping abt? dun bother reading my entry today for its full of shit.

** my project mates:: tankies babes! lets continue working hard towards the end yeahh :) *muacks*

S N A P P I E S

S H O T T I E S

@ 1 9 2 9 !

amelia` our pretty driver for that day.

opps. did i interrupt alison's make up time?

say cheese! its alison & i

check out the car beside us` its the other half of our mates in reb's car

hey look. aint dat baby in that car?

hey hey amelia. aint u suppose to be concentrating driving on the road? lolls. pro driver eh` she can actually pose for the cammie while driving *weets*

at maxwell hawker centre. notice that building? we din noe it was scarlett till we were told it was - the arrogant boutique hotel. hmm. is dat a pink car? lolls

the upclose look of scarlett building. hmm. i dun see anything special yeah but i must say their uniform darn stylo. too bad i din manage to capture it.

the scarlett - the yayapapaya hotel whom dun give a damn abt us. boo!

oh yes. finally after rounds of rounding & being lost` we finally found our destination - 1 9 2 9 ! whhee (:

the main entrance of 1 9 2 9. opps. aint dat my reflection? lolls. am engrossed with the photo taking.

the lobby. lolls. sorry` lazy to rotate the pic. haha. exercise ur neck abit la k :x

the reception cum front office

the barber chair! haha

the outdoor jacuzzi

close up shot. dun u feel lyk dipping inside? haha!

why do i see a sink bside the bed?

my lovely project mates - lets continue to put our hands together & work hard (:

housekeeping time! the messiness of after guest check out

the view frm the deluxe room.

the reflection of amelia & i. oh great look at the eye bag under my eyes. freaking horrible!

washroom anyone?

their chair collection

looking so comfy in dat barber chair. haha. how abt a haircut amelia?

baby & i

deline & i

the project mates

amelia & reb

D N D larhs. i'm taking pic` bearie will be my tel operator.

hmms. hair perming @ 1 9 2 9? lolls.

ahh. so hott! is my hair done yet?

finally the whole project mate pic + surrounding a hot babe (:

the angel in perfection that made all of us drool *weets* Charmaine - the sales manager of 1929. really tankies for their warm hospitality

and yes. not forgetting Bob - the Ass Sales(ex shatec) & the Housekeeping manager which urm i've forgotten her name. lolls.

yups. thats the end of our journey to 1 9 2 9. great place with great ppl (: *weets* recommended to book a room & stay over dere..

will you catch her when she falls ;

lalala. finally a new outlook for my blog (:

any comments?

so happy. haha. am satisfied with the layout.

spent duno how long to complete dis shit.

thou its like edit edit edit` but alot of work.

those who own a blog shud know

hmms. i still tink sumthing is amiss..

but shall hack for a moment` am tired. haha

din wanted to reformat my blog but i can't help it coz i gave up studying on my tourism test on tuesday. oh damn. can someone help me? i'm at lost for i duno how to study dat darn subject. tips machiam no tips. lolls. whatever. its either i die or i survive. haha.

yes. lemme help u with the links

1. my entries

2. profile

3. links

4. tag board

i don't know why..

but my heart has been flustering

it seems to be conveying a msg

a hidden secret to be unlocked

i don't know. seriously am

maybe i know whats the hidden truth

but i dare not face the truth

for i'm afraid..

afraid that it'll be like the past

an illusion that never meant to be

will you catch her when she falls ;

*yawns* i'm bored. seriously am. stayed at home the whole day besides going for my driving lesson(after 2mths). i'm such a good girl today. haha. its feels kinda weird being at home on a saturday for i'm usually out till late. seems like a sunday to me. lolls. i'm feeling so terrible cum horrible right now for i can't TALK!! urghs. *sobs* have u ever encounter such experience whereby u gotta become a mute? the feeling is really UNBEARABLE. *siighhs* now i know how does one being a mute feels. able to sympathis with them. poor things. finally forced myself to visit the doc last night. not that i want to but i've got no choice as i want my voice back - BADLY! told him my symptoms & i tink he must be wondering why did i visit him after 5 days of suffering a bad throat. haha. he said it will be gd if i SHUT my mouth UP for one whole day. whatever. oh the best part was he told me to cut down on heaty food bla bla bla & avoid alcohol. den later he said but i doubt u drink alcohol. LOLS. well, never be deceived by one's appearance for its vv misleading. haha. prescribe alot of medicine also duno for wad. summore got antibiotics & i dun even eat antibiotics. was planning to return it back but the lady said its to get rid of the virus bla bla bla. whatever. paid the money & went home to eat the stupid medi. urgh. stupid bug` can't it shoo off from me once and for all? am like falling sick every month. *siighhs* was planning to change my blog layout but kinda lazy as i gotta edit alot of things. lolls. perhaps another time when i feel like it. yups & i've got loads of pics to upload frm yday. my grpies went to hotel 1929 after sch. the boutique hotel was great including their hospitality. the staffs are so friendly. got to know loads of information & woah i'm so caught up by charmaine, the sales manager. simply took my breath away. not only is she friendly & warm, she's so damn pretty with the perfect body. if i were to be a lesbian i'll surely chase her. dun say lesbian guys also can't resist her. too bad she's attached & that guy is sure damn lucky for she's like an angel in disguise - so damn perfect. haha. yes finally after 2 months i went for my driving lesson. damn unlucky to get dis BLACK guy. duno whether he's indian or malay but whatever he's a BLACK. duno wads his prob. say i nbr do blind spot when turning, nbr check the mirror, blah blah blah. kns. i DID check my blind spot & i DID see the mirror. whats his prob? cnt see properly issit. if cnt see den dun wear dat sunglasses of urs la. so damn loser. wanted to argue back but let it go. next time if i see him again i surely wun let him off. dun tink ppl sick wun do anything coz i'm different i'll surely fight for my right.

will you catch her when she falls ;

aint recovering yet. throat still aches badly, terrible headache & not much of appetite thou i forced myself to eat for i noe if i dun eat the bug in me will be overjoyed coz dey by den will be able to empower by whole body which i will not let the bug win. boo. slept for the entire english lesson` cant blame me. i'm not exactly sleepy but feeling uncomfy. oh well.. i've practically almost been slping in her class every thurs but today's really an exception. supposed to see the doc but i din. haha. mummy wanted to bring me but its too late. ate porridge @ crystal jade. such a big bowl` it was yummy. cudnt finish it. mama din wan to help me finish up for i was sick. haha. so she forced me to finish up for she was lyk saying "porridge so nice try to finish up dun waste it" hmm. for the 1st time ever i din eat the bfast my mama prepared as my throat hurts to the max leading to difficulty in swallowing. its my fav - quaker oatmeal with loads of milk. lolls. *yawns* went to the concert with ling yday. the guy, nestre torres was a fabulous flute player. he's able to make a person whom is not into classical tune get interested in it. the whole thing was so spiritual. shall upload the pic next time for i've yet uploaded into the com. anyway i hope i did not frighten ling off for i kept coughing & i coughed out a huge ball(the size of a 5o cents) of flam with BLOOD coz i was lyk asking her for loadsa tissue. haha. and yes ling tankiex for everything! i love ya so muchie. *muacks*

will you catch her when she falls ;

urgh! what a day. maybe it aint a pleasant & smooth week for me. gona be a super long blog. felt sick on sunday & fell terriblely sick on monday night due to clubbing at momo on saturday. thou the place + music beat black but the atmosphere sucks. too much cig smell cum smokey & the ventilation damn poor. besides i cant really inhale too much of cig smoke for i'll get a terrible headache + fall terriblely ill & dat explains the state i'm in now. can't blame anyone but myself. doubt i wana go momo already. am phobia of the place. dun wana fall ill again & did i say abijah kinda black out in dere too? her whole face went so pale. poor girl. yeah maybe i shud stop clubbing for the time being & get plenty of rest. oh boyy when will i recover? my throat aches badly. din talk much in sch today as i cant really exert my voice. its not dat i lost my voice but if i were to talk my throat wud hurt alot. *siighhs* have got terrible headache + lost of appetite as well. sch ended at 12 & dere aint project work. went to CUT my hair today @ SUPERCUTS. fcuk. am UTTERLY TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED with their service today. piece of SHIT. as its wed the hairstylist whom cut my hair is OFF today so i tot nbr mnd let other ppl cut. so dis guy came & cut my hair. blady hell i told him i wan LAYERED, THINNER my hair & cut my side shorter + my fridge. blady hell he take so long to cut & in the end i see NO DIFF! its lyk nbr cut at all la. WTF right. he asked me issit ok i said NO cut SHORTER.. dere he goes cut cut cut & i DUN even SEE any DIFF. urgh! blady pek cek so i said to him LIKE NO DIFF where got LAYERED & he told me he did CUT & cut away my dead ends. fcuker. forget it din BOTHER to ask him CUT already. nbr mnd went to the cashier to pay. its 39bucks for some LOUSY piece of SHIT & dey din even gimme student rate coz dey say SHATEC PRIVATE no disc. dammit. so screwed up. i dun mind paying such amt but paying for such LOUSY piece of SHIT? have i known it will be dis OUTCOME i wudnt have LET dat LOUSY guy to TOUCH my HAIR! shud have come back another day & let my hairstylist cut + she charge me student rate. fcuker. still can tell me to find him when i come back & even say when he off. FAT HOPE! i'm NOT LETTING u CUT my hair ANYMORE. i got no choice den let u cut de la otherwise u WUN even be CUTTING my hair. idiots. nbr mnd wait 1 month later find my hairstylist. can't stand it. hopefully i dun see dat idiot guy next month. yeah and so paiseh can. i brought adrian along with me also & he dun lyk his hair cut. felt so bad. so sorry ad. duno wads wrong with supercuts today. service so fcuked up cum screwed except for the hair wash. hahs. at least i dun nid to wash my hair & deir shampoo smells nice. lolls. morale of the story:: stick to ur hairstylist. gona watch concert with my cuzzie later. *yawns*

[[- o9o8o5` Tuesday -]].. its national day. our nation's 4oth birthday. woke up at 113o & was rotting on my bed cum chatting with ling. my cuzzie left after lunch & i went to slp for i was having fever & din feel well till late afternoon. headed to the padang with my bro & his gf & she was sick too. haha. 2 sick ppl going to the padang. hmms. the whole thing aint dat amazing except for the fireworks :) cudnt feel the atmosphere` perhaps its bcoz i was sick. saw my YCF mates dancing @ tampines on screen. its the bollywood dance with fiona xie. was suppose to be dere dancing but i gave up for i wana go to the padang with my bro as he's going HK end of the month. saw weizhang & timothy. haha. dancing vibrantly & enjoying demselves. lolls. anyway gd job guys :)

..( cheryl & i - hahs. my constipated sick face )..

[[- o8o8o5` Monday -]].. FO test & it aint dat difficult. class ended lyk 6 & i rushed home to go for my workshop at 73o. as usual am always LATE. haha. after workshop headed to TCC @ Somerset. k0pii cum bitching session with ling. hahas. had fun & chatted alot :) she came over to my place & stayed overnight. haha. thou i was having fever we chatted till 2 & slept. anyway ling u can always come over to my place & my mum will absolutely welcome u over + my place have got everything. lolls. :P

my milkshake & her mochavilla.

dere brother bear i prove u so wrong. haha!

and more pics taken days ago..

..( the never complete family 3 )..

her d0tties & her stupid face

ooo. the panda so cute! haha

and now. who's dat? so shy! haha. opps :x

better siam b4 he do anything to me..

will you catch her when she falls ;