was rotting almost the whole of yday. appeared to be so stoned even when i went out in the evening` maybe nua too much. haha. watched I-Robot dvd at home with my dd. nice show. supposed to meet adrian at 5 but landed up meeting at 6 as i was late.. haha. at least he's smart to know that i'm gona be late and he didnt have to wait for me. went Plaza Sing to check out for any available seats for Initial-D and yes we managed to catch hold of the 62opm show of the 3rd row.
seats position aint that great but at least it was better den nothing. haha. was asking who wants to join us for the movie and apparently everyone in our class have either catch it or catching it` its a nice show. loadsa racing and of coz hunks` simply love it when they race. haha. the movie was kinda funny too. lolls. too bad anthony wong din play much of a paikia in this show coz he's darn seh when he acts as a paikia. jay chou sems to be a sentimental guy in that show & i din noe guys actually tear when their love ones break their heart. haha. still edison is the best :) lolls. okay whatever. headed to bugis after the movie to find glenda's pressie. finally found it and hopefully she will like it. shall not upload the pic yet but its handy for her and luckily blogs are useful. haha. its the thought that matters and counts. bumped into adrian's girlfren. haha. so funny. its like i was wondering who is that girl who kept staring at me and seems rather familiar den i realised it was ad's gf. lolls. left rather early at ard 9+? since the night was early and i din feel like going home yet, decided to call ling for k0pii session. lolls. was deciding on TCC or k0pii beaniie and we landed up at TCC. everywhere is so blady packed. and yes guess what i had for dinner last night? my one and only k0pii. and simply yummy :)
can't be bothered to order food coz i aint hungry and secondly i;m lazy to chew. haha! :x anyway.. tankies for ur company LING :) had great time with ya and am so glad u actually able to spent time with me. haha. thats what cuzziies are for right. *winks* talked and shared alot. we shall have more k0pii sessions again. just miss spending time with her. tankiex ling :) luckily we managed to catch the last train as we left TCC at 1145. was praying hard to get that train. haha. had to be home before midnight. WHY? coz i simply have NO KEYS to my new home which means to say i gotta be home before my parents sleep. haha. kinda pathetic right. poor me. oh well i can't be bothered to go to the smith shop myself to get my keys done. haha. but its kinda irritating not having my keys with me cause my movements are kinda restricted? so mummy PLS HELP ME MAKE MY KEYS :) reached home exactly 12 midnight and was feeling tired. felt so lazy to bathe but still i dragged myself to bathe except that i din wash my hair. haha. opps :x slept kinda late as my fren was smsing me (-.-) can;t imagine me being so nice to keep him entertained. haha ;P and yes i took ugly shots of my tired face. haha
woke up kinda early today thou i din have a gd sleep last night. gotta get ready for my dance practice which starts at 1. as i din noe where the venue was, met up with my fren at 12 and she brought me there. haha. thats the result of not taking bus. anyway i'm proud of myself coz i was exceptionally early today when i'm always late for my practice. haha. :x oh and i bumped into timothy on the way. what a small world but am not surprised coz he stays at tpy too. poor me havent had a proper meal b4 heading for my practice as i only had a small piece of bread and milk. did lots of climbing up of stairs today. haha. pretty good exercise i must say but i was so tired. thou i felt so nua but at least i had the drive while doing my dance. really enjoyed myself and had great fun. simply can't wait for ycf. haha ;P as a result of not having my lunch, i'm FAMISHED. can;t wait to gobble up my food later. haha. urgh! something is wrong with my left eye. its as thou i'm having an infection. something is not right with my lens. dammit. was feeling so uncomfy during my prac & it got worst on the way home. now my vision seems to be blur. fcuk. :/ oh i've got my costumes and tickets today. the costume is ugly` its disgusting. u will get to know why when i get to take a pic of myself on the actual day. the tickets are pretty and i love it loads :) so sad only get to have 2 tickets for my performance and its on saturday :) shall give the tix to my parents. hopefully i'll be able to get afew more tix. *prays hard* 
something bad happened again *siighs* dun wish to elaborate here. why issit that whenever such things occur i'm always not there and around. i wish i could have been there and do something about it. thou i wasnt dere when things happen but when i saw the results, my heart hurts a million. its like broken into tiny wheeny pieces. pls dun inflict pain onto urself. i believe things can be talked things out and settled. yes at times when people tend to be angry, anger will overcome them and they wudnt know whats going on unless they have a clear mind. u said talking wudnt just help and change one person unless u inflicted pain on urself. but why go thru such pain and make everyone heartbroken? pls dun do it again. it hurts to see one suffer. the pain is unexplainable and unbearable. i duno what can i do to help. *siighhs* i wish i could influence his mindset with how i feel the way life is. maybe when one tend to be successful and almost perfect, the way of thinking tend to be much more complicated. had a good talk with my brother which we nbr really did for the past 2o years. i'm really glad that we had small conversations between ourselves. we shared and talked abt things. i get to understand him better although we have different thinkings and perception of the way life is. i know in one's life happiness is the most important and blessful thing. if there is no happiness den things will not be wonderful. although happiness is self created but not everything is self created. its how u think and perceive den u'll lead a happy life. i wish i could further elaborate and console but i'm just stuck at words. *siighhs* hopefully i'll be able to help and be there whenever u need me. i just felt disappointed and useless when things turned out this way coz its like i can't even be there to share the painfulness and sorrows. the only thing i can do is to pray and i'll continue to pray for u in my heart.. and each time i go for my practice i'll always pray for u..
will you catch her when she falls ;
